what i want is just a simple life

2010-02-07T22:07:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHUO HUIYU (a.k.a my 女儿)!!!

hehe ytd the 5 of us (i wen, huiyu, fiona, xiao jun and i) went out to celebrate huiyu's birthday! yay me, i wen and huiyu went to play pool first. haiz my skills still as sucky as b4:( the other 2 still as pro as b4:D yay then went just acia for dinner. wow my first time there and i realised the prices of the food there are reasonable, super cheap la. there is lyk free flow of ice-cream, hot drinks and soft drinks with every set meal ordered and the set meal i ordered is lyk only 5.90. damn cheap and there's no service charge only gst la. hmm y didnt i discover this place sooner. the food there is not bad la. yay then i wen managed to sneak off to buy huiyu's birthday cake. it's ice-cream cake!:D hah and it's for valentines day de la. hah. huiyu even had to use a spoon to cut the cake cos there was no knife given cos i tink it's meant to be cut with a steel knife. and we had to eat with our spoons too, the cake was super hard la. we realised there was dry ice in the cake box! exciting. hah aft eating the cake, we strted to carry out our exciting chemistry dry ice expt! damn fun and funny la! firstly we discovered tt there was this loud sizzling noise when the spoon came into contact with the dry ice. hah damn cool. then huiyu had got leftover soup in the bowl so i took a quite big piece of dry ice and put it into the soup. wow there was damn a lot of smoke gushing out la! seriously damn a lot. we were super shocked. hah and laughed lyk mad. then fiona even added dry ice into the ice-cream and there were effervescence, huge bubbles formed and they looked gross la:/ but funny. hah. we rly had damn a lot of fun experimenting:D

yay then went to play arcade. very fun shooting and fiona is a pro!:D

hope we can meet out soon again!<333

2010-01-06T23:23:00.002+08:00

有时候把憋在心里的话说出来可能会让自己舒服些，也会发觉原来有人也和我有一样的感触，自己始终会有人在身旁陪着。我相信我可以变成一个麻木的人，不再被一些事情影响情绪，为它们而感到难过或感伤。因为一切已无法回头，我始终不属于他们的世界。。。

2009-12-29T23:42:00.002+08:00

ytd the sentosa trip was quite fun la but sad i cant go into the water:( but i tink it was more fun at vivo there maybe:) haha played some childhood games, 回味过去的感觉真好:) hah lucky vivian misses her childhood games too so at least got ppl enthu in playing with me:) hah then in the end the guys joined in too:)

wah then today sian nv do much hmwk yet though:/ dead la, see my hmwk still left with tons of it:( haiz.. hope i can rly complete it. seems lyk never ending stack:/

2009-12-27T23:14:00.002+08:00

hah today early in the morning at 8 received phone call frm merri's hse la. tot she called wrong number cos lyk recently nv rly keep in touch with her where will call me so randomly early in the morning. but it kept ringing so i decided to pick up. and she was rly looking for me. hah. she needed my help for the camp she and her sis had organised for some organisation. need me to be one of the station masters. she asked fiona too. then tot we'll be stationed at the same station then when we reached there, realised had to be alone at a station la:( hah and fiona was so badly bitten by mosquitoes la. hah they just love her blood:)

for my station it was some memory game cos one representative had to come out and memorised the 9 items and their positions in the box then go back tell grp members which items they had to find in the room then he had to place them back in the same manner into another box. wah the little kids are quite violent cos they rly searched the place lyk mad and anyhow moved all the chairs. quite fun seeing them play the game la:D hah and long time since i last briefed ppl on stuff:) hah but tink sometimes i spoke too fast and diff to understand my instructions so the kids kept questioning me abt the game:/ haha didnt know i tok so fast.

tmr going sentosa play again with drama camp ppl and peilin:D hope tmr will be fun:)

2009-12-22T20:33:00.005+08:00

ytd was damn fun!

first set out in the morning to meet lin ying at potong pasir with our main aim to take lin ying's yearbook which she bought frm cedar and to take a tour ard our new sch:) aft coming out frm macs, we strted walking a long route to cedar excitedly. hah cedar has finally almost reached the completion of its renovation and we're excited to see our new sch:DDD hah and when we saw it, our first reaction was lots of omg, so nice lah etc. cedar rly looked super nice and classy now:) it's such a pity that we're unable to study inside:( we strolled ard the sch and took lots of photos of our new sch:D we rly envy the students who're going to study in that sch! esp those new sec ones going in next yr cos they can straight study in tt nice nice sch! hah many of the places are being extended and the colours of the walls are mostly under the theme of blue, yellow, grey and white:) nice. i like the nice nice stairs in the foyer the most. looks damn classy la! love it!

our sch is not tt big so, unknowingly we finished roaming the sch in quite a short amount of time. so we went to the general office to take the yearbook and left the sch.

we left for plaza singapura cos we're meeting kaiyun, wan chu and vanessa there afterwards for clique outing. that is our first complete clique outing la! me and lin ying camped at kopitiam while waiting for kaiyun to reach. hah played the games in her new i-touch:) hah and we realised lin ying's brain is bigger than mine. hah i'm a geek and she's a nerd:) then went to shop for christmas gifts with kaiyun. and when vanessa and wc reached, we set off for settlers cafe in smu straight away since we were all not hungry for dinner:) hah i forgot how to go but rmbed zhiyi telling me will go past cathay first so we walked to cathay and frm there we saw smu:) hah but i tink i quite fail cos when we reached smu, i still almost led them the wrong way. i didnt know we had to take the escalator down frm there but all of them knew la!:/ hah.

wah when we found our way to the cafe, the cafe was damn packed and somemore it was a monday la. but luckily the staff inside told us the student package ends at 6p.m. and it was alrdy 5.30p.m. at tt time so we decided to go for the package which strts at 6 at ends at 10. it's only one dollar diff for the free flow of drinks so of course we didnt mind:) when it was 6, we went back but was given the place with normal seats instead of sofa type. we asked and they said the sofa ones were reserved alrdy:( yay and we strted off playing with jungle speed. hah i didnt know the name of the game but i knew tt the previous time i played, it was super fun. and i was describing to the rest how it was like and i was waiting for the staff to come out frm the room and ask him. but when i was describing to lin ying abt the game, the staff came out and walked behind us and kept telling me to take tt red bag on the shelf. i ignored him cos i didnt know why he kept recommending me tt game when i wanted jungle speed. so i strted to describe to him and even before i rly described much, he said it was in the red bag. then i finally understodd why he kept asking me to take the red bag. hah he eavesdropped on us la, or maybe i was just too loud:/ hah. then we strted playing tt reaction game:) damn fun. hah my reaction is the fastest when i see the card which requires everyone to grab the wooden block in the middle:) hah. then we played some other games also which the staff recommended.

and oh ya actually ytd's clique outing was meant to be a belated birthday celeb for lin ying. hah we wanted to giv her the present we made for her but we kept it a secret. but she had long suspected y wc brought a board to our outing. hah but aft playing some games, we found a chance to giv her the present:) and she rly likes it:D

hah we rly found the board games damn fun. rly enjoyed ourselves:) but the free flow of drinks would rly kill ppl's bladder. hah me and kaiyun were like paper bladders la, we went to the toilet for abt 6 times i tink within tt 3 and a half hours there. hah we went the most number of times:/ it was lyk aft we went back to the cafe frm the toilet, within a while, we felt lyk going again la:/ hah damn funny. and i tink i was rly cunning and violent during some of the games. haha i just snatched the stuff frm other ppl's hands. haha very bad kid:/ hah but we rly had fun playing:D shall go there again soon if possible:D

2009-12-21T00:41:00.003+08:00

ytd was looking at huang cheng namelist for 2010. quite sad to see tt daoju only left with 10 j2s:( hope next yr will be able to jio in more j1s:) but nvm most daoju'09 ppl still in huang cheng, can still work tgt. no matter whether those ppl are daoju ppl or not, so long as they are huang cheng ppl, i know we'll 合作愉快! hope next yr huang cheng will be fun too. i want to make daojus! at least my life will be more meaningful than now.

wah and feel so guilty tt kaiyun missed her last bus home so she had to walk 5 stops home:/ didnt know her hse was so damn far frm bishan and the few of us still ended so late.

2009-12-19T23:37:00.003+08:00

went out with good fren to orchard this afternoon. hah shopping time!!:D but quite dampening tt it was raining and we wanted to walk to far east plaza. [omg haha i watching 我猜now, jacky damn funny la! hah.] hah then i tink it was when we walked back to mrt there wanted to go another shopping mall tt time, i realised my feet seems weird when walking and when i look down, omg, my heels de strap broke la! cant even walk properly le la-.- hah. lucky it's quite an old heels liao or else heartbreak. hah and thx fren for walking slowly with me to rubis to buy flip flops. hah and 陪我 choose for so long la. hah cos i broke le, cant spend money on shoes which was lyk so unexpected de la, plus i dunnid la-.- then in the end decided to buy flip flops which cost $9.95:) then went to pay and the person told me 10 bucks can buy one or 2 leh. weird la. so i went to take another pair. tot the price there which states tt the flip flops are 5 bucks with any purchase, meaning if i buy 2 pairs then it shld be 15 bucks but the salesgirl said 10 which was weird but obviously i would take 2 since it's 10 bucks for either 1 pair or 2. but i tink i look so weird la, stupid, wearing flip flops when i was wearing a skirt-.- nvm noone knows me:)

hah then had fun trying on clothes for fun with my fren:) hah fren u are not fat la seriously:D hav confidence in urself. hah i tried those clothes to help u boost confidence de leh and so tt u can try on or else u'd never know whether u can wear:) and today had proved a lot of things:D hah.

hah and 吴宗宪's 我猜 is rly funny la. hah. he's always so funny:D

2009-12-15T23:16:00.002+08:00

these 2 days had cip at tiong bahru plaza. hah quite a slack cip to do and tmr is my last time there liao. it's lyk i just had to sit there with my one other partner at the booth frm 11am to 4pm and wait for ppl to come buy the stuff can le:) hah i just slacked there and tok:D but also quite sian sitting there la. hah.

ytd was 6b chalet bbq at costa sands so aft my cip, went cityhall to meet fiona and went there tgt. when we entered the room, me and fiona felt weird alrdy so we decided to go out to the shopping mall there to walk walk. hah. at least lucky me and her still got lots of stuff to tok abt:DDD we went macs slack and walked ard. then went arcade to play 2 rounds of bball when man ting arrived cos she wanted to play. man ting damn pro la, can throw the ball so fast. she got train de lor, then still dun dare play alone-.- hah.

then we went outside escape there to meet merri and went back. still felt quite awkward though can tok to individuals but i tink when facing them as one big grp, i felt weird. sian fiona cant stay till tt late ytd:( then aft we saw her off, we went back and in the end, a few of us formed a grp outside and tok on the ground. i tink it's better that way ba, easier to tok. hah catch up with each other:) and hah i realised we had rly known each other for so damn long le!!! damn cool. this yr is lyk my 11th yr knowing merri and jonathan le la. damn unknowingly tt time had passed so quickly.. then man ting suddenly said me and her know each other for a longer period. she mentioned lyk we were in the same class during kindergarten too and i rmbed and felt damn amazed. hah she said so sian, when she looked at the photos, she kept seeing my face there. haha she should be honoured la. we know we k1, k2 same class but nursery cant rmb le. wow didnt know i actually know someone for so long le:) hope our frenship will last rly for lyk decades:D it's rly a great feeling to sit down and just tok to old frens. we still hav so much to tok though haven see each other for quite some time and i dun feel the awkwardness with closer ones:) but i didnt stay over and me, merri, man ting and jonathan took a cab back since we live quite near each other and lyk man ting is only one storey below me. haha. but we seldom see each other de lor:( hah.

2009-12-12T23:16:00.005+08:00

sat's sentosa outing with huagang peeps, vivian and vanessa and peilin was super duper fun! at first tot it may be quite boring cos lyk nth much to do there but we rly had lots of fun there:DDD

met yuan xin, long jian, ding han and kaijin on the train when it was reaching harbourfront. cos i was some dist away frm them, i was very nice and walk on the train as it was moving to say hi to them:) at least i wont feel so bored also:D hah then when everyone had reached, we went to the supermarket in vivo to buy snacks. then we decided to eat our lunch at vivo. we met up at 10 smth but by the time we reached sentosa it was noon le i tink. hah.

we saw yuen sin and chen yi's grp there but they were leaving alrdy and yay nice chen yi lent us the new new volleyball:) thx. and we stayed at the beach:) it was damn hot tt day la. the sand was so hot tt we were hopping on it. we played with the ball then went to play in the water. hah it's real fun to play with all of them. fun to splash water at them and getting all wet. hah. and i couldnt resist the temptation of swimming cos seeing the guys swimming so comfortably in the water made me rly wanna swim:) since i was alrdy wet, i tried to swim a bit though not too far. wow it's my first time swimming in the sea la. hah. then dunno who suggested swimming over a short dist to a sandy beach opposite to play captain's ball. and aft some discussion we decided to swim over:D cool. but peilin doesnt rly know how to swim and vanessa doesnt know how to swim, they wanted to stay behind. but aft the guys persuaded them for super long, they gave in and the guys were rly nice cos they aided them super well over to our side:D wah but i got a shock when i saw vanessa's head sank down once on her way to the other side. cos the ball which she used to help her float there suddenly rolled out of her hands:/ yay then we played captain's ball aft a super long time of getting everyone over. hah some of the guys made many trips thru and fro while waiting for everyone to reach. the game was damn fun and violent though. haha several ppl snatching for a ball. wah and the sand particles flew when we hit the ball and somemore i was blocking han cheng, who was the captain so i hit the ball several times and the sand got into my eyes but there was not rly a clean place on me to wipe my eyes la:( aft the game we swam back again. wah it was rly tiring to swim so much. ok la not tt much but i just felt tired liao. oh and long jian actually knows life saving so actually vanessa and peilin and vivian were super safe in the sea:) damn cool la to know life saving:D aft reaching the shore, long jian suggested we walk to koufu there then go change at the toilet there. wah tiring cos the dist to koufu was super far, me and a few guys were lagging behind la. hah.

we bought lyk so much snacks but we played until lyk 4 smth then we began to eat the snacks la. there were so much leftovers. wah me and vivian damn suay, we didnt expect to become thoroughly wet, so we nv bring change of clothes. so in the end, we were dripping wet aft rinsing ourselves with water. damn disgusting cos there was still sand on my pants. yucks. oh ya and yay i managed to touch sand with my hands this time. the feeling was super disgusting la when grabbing one handful of sand. yucks. yay then we played poker cards aft eating the snacks. thx to yi hai who brought 3 decks of cards:D

then we decided to head back to vivo. we went up and sat outside at the open area in vivo and tok and played games for super duper long. i rly wonder y the guys were not hungry when it was alrdy lyk 8 smth. hah wanted to eat at superdog but luckily the guys didnt wan tt in the end and we went to foodcourt to eat.

hah all of us either became red or tanned. oh i tink except for vivian. seriously aft looking at the photos, she still looked as fair as b4. tink cos she spammed the sunblock on herself la, damn scary looking at the way she spammed. hah they guys were complaining how painful their skin was. today i looked at myself in the mirror, i realised my face seems to hav a gradient frm top to bottom la, with the forehead the most tanned then getting least tanned at the chin. luckily i only sense the pain on my face, not tt serious. some of the guys didnt wear their top in the water la, their back was lyk super pain. haha. but my arms ached today cos tink splashed too much water violently at ppl and frm the swimming ba.

this outing is lyk my first time having so much fun at a beach:) feel lyk going there again:D damn fun playing with them:)

2009-12-03T00:04:00.003+08:00

last mon to sat was drama camp but i only managed to attend first 4 days cos aft tt went malaysia for cousin's wedding. the 4 days were rly very memorable days for me, will nv forget all the great times we shared:D

drama camp was seriously damn fun. and i rly feel very glad and proud to be facils of grp 8 and H!:) and i'm so glad 18哈哈虎had gotten ourselves a wonderful teacher!:) love him lots la! and he managed to help us control the bunch of playful and active guys. but came to realise they are fun and nice and enthu guys:D haha thurs de wet games damn fun la. hah facils had lots of fun during preparation too. hah got myself wet even before the game strts. then during the musical chair game me and jin qing damn cham la, kept getting hit. then as the number of chairs get less and the circle got smaller, me and jin qing are seriously trapped. and now we know what's the feeling of getting hit by water bombs. damn painful la. we almost died. the morris and tt alvin kept aiming at us. hah but i found a way to dodge, ok la not rly dodge cos no way to run liao, is just to relieve our pain ba, which was to squat down when the music stops cos tt's when the bombs strted to fly. wah then at another station, grp 8 damn imba, they pass the bombs damn quickly and many at a time, damn efficient. hah we finished passing all our water bombs down. then aft tt, the war strts. tt long jian continued to thrash me la. before tt during prep, he spilled the water in his bottle frm above as i was trying to recognise the faces of the ppl up there on 2nd lvl trying to make us wet then dead i saw the water flying down la. i tried to siam, but still got hit by the water:( long jian will get it frm me again some day. hah i must seek revenge!

then 哈哈虎 damn efficient in our xiao pin cos of our lao shi. love our plot and stuff and good job! hah glad to get a grp which lyks to sing and zi high. haha suits me:) my teacher damn imba la. haha we even had a flyer for our xiao pin:) yay till now 18 哈哈虎 still very bonded. good good:D

then tues went to see teacher off at airport. only me, cheng jun, han cheng, dian yi, bin hui, kai jin and gabriel could make it. we reached at airport at abt 12 smth. dian yi went to help us buy a tigger for lao shi lor. then 1 smth tt time we even got bin hui to call lao shi and indirectly asked him when his flight was and stuff la cos we wanted to giv him a surprise. then we tot we were still early so we went macs to eat. then we only overshot a bit and when we went down, we didnt see him. then we waited but aft quite some time, realised smth was amiss seriously. then called him but shit it la, lao shi switched off his phone liao. gg no way we can get to contact lao shi liao la. tried all methods but know wad, his name wasnt even in the passenger list leh, which was damn weird. then we also dun dare pass him the present thru someone cos scared if he not on the plane then die. we didnt giv up even until the last min la, even went to info counter to request for broadcasting his name and stuff but useless la their PA system so soft, somemore i tink tt time he's in the plane le ba. damn sad tt i cant even get to see him for the last time. and cheng jun was blaming himself for eating his mega mcspicy. dun blame urself la, not ur fault. is lyk we wet down late by abt 15 min, and during tt 15 min, u arent the only one who's still eating. is lyk i tink i finished eating a few min b4 u only la. i tink it's my fault ba. as their facil i shld hav went down to check first before 2p.m. ba and not continue eating. my fault tt it was screwed ba:/ felt so lost also. and thx dian yi for trying to gao high the atmosphere by suggesting eating. we were ok aft looking at u and kaijin eat ba. and aft chatting:) and tt's how we arrived at our bball meeting also:)

ytd a few of us met at college bball court to play bball! yay fun. love bball though i cant rly play well la. realised my stamina rly super lousy, so fast tired out liao. had fun playing with them. walao cheng jun and marcus imba de la. all the guys say anyhow play, dun play bball de then all play so pro:/ hah too scared to play with them. hah play with dian yi more fun. noobies unite:) then rui jie came and we went coro to eat lunch. hah then aft tt went back sch and played some games then in the end truth or dare. haha fun. walao damn qian bian. tt time drama camp ice-breakers my forfeit was pole dance then now, my dare also pole dance. hah but this time pei lin was the pole. hah thx peilin for allowing me to tickle and molest u!:p then went for drama camp meeting and then at nite 庆功宴 for drama camp. hah free dinner at sakura buffet la! i almost died frm eating too much.

18哈哈虎 and grp 8, ur facils will always love u!<333

oh ya and suddenly rmb this. thx 18 哈哈虎 for singing the song "朋友" for me on thurs. i seriously feel damn touched. thx peilin for hinting them what to do ah. hah.

2009-11-21T23:57:00.003+08:00

ytd went out with xiao jun:) on fri at first i had decided to go shopping alone cos next week i would not be free due to drama camp and sunday going out with sheng ling they all to kbox so saturday was my only free day to go shop for a dress for my cousin's wedding and shoes. somemore mum not free so had to go out alone. dun wan find fren cos i know i would hav to go several places and shop for super long. but so coincidental, xj smsed to ask whether i free and in the end she said she didnt mind going shopping with me:D

we met up at bugis at 10.30 lyk tt and strted our rly super long journey for the day. our main aim was just to shop for my shoes and dress cos she didnt know what she wanted, she just wanted to shop. hah. shoes were the most impt thing so i die die also had to buy a pair of shoes ytd but if no dress then nvm cos i can just wear the same thing in the evening as at nite ba, no choice. wah but it was rly diff to find suitable ones. hah xj tried to help me find dress but all she pointed out were not wad i lyk. hah sry xj. and she was lyk enjoying herself looking at me change in and out of the dresses she chose for me:/she damn shuang la, i'm the one suffering. hah. it was difficult to find suitable shoes too. i just cant decide wad i want cos i didnt rly rly lyk any of those pairs so i was afraid tt if i buy a pair and see another nicer pair, i would just regret it.

wah it's rly not easy to go out shopping with a purpose in mind. cos hav to try those clothes and shoes not rly because i rly lyk them but cos i had to:( aft shopping in several places at bugis, i decided to head back to buy the pair of high heels in bhg which we had seen earlier on. wah tried 2 sizes and didnt know which one to buy and in the end bought the smaller size cos it's more fitting. wah and i only knew ytd tt xj actually wears super high heels and has many pairs at home. the one i bought is lyk maybe abt 2 inches only and i tot it was high and my max le or else i wont be able to walk properly but xj said mine is lyk very short le. hers are rly super high. hah i'll foreva not wear tt. then just now when i showed my mum the shoes, she was super surprised tt i dared to buy heels de la! haha. she was lyk woah first time buy high heels. is just tt my previous one is very short lor, it's also high heels la. hah. both my parents doubt tt i could walk with my shoes la so i catwalked for them to see. hah even my mum is in love with my shoes!:) thx xj!

ytd other than bugis, we still went to raffles city, wisma and then novena just to search for my precious dress. wah i was alrdy damn sian. and i rly rly thank xj for not being annoyed by me cos aft helping me choose so many dresses, i didnt rly lyk most of them:/ i wanted a casual dress so next time i can still wear out ma but she told me wedding dinner need to wear more formal de ma. then so diff to find one tt is casual but yet formal-.- then so many dresses 花花 one, i dun lyk:/ even i was irritated with myself being so fussy and cant find any dress i lyk aft going so many places la. yet xj didnt even feel irritated la:) thx fren:D and finally at novena, i bought a dress. but tt dress required the type of thick belt. wah but tt shop sells it at 29.90 la. siao. then xj said she can lend me for the wedding. but aft tt when i go hougang mall to return a library book which was due ytd but i haven even read it at all-.-, i saw a shop selling belts which cost only 8 bucks la-.- so i bought. but damn it la, when i brought my dress home and wore it to show my parents, they said my dress was too short:( they asked me to go and change tmr la:'( ok aft looking at myself in the mirror for damn long, i tink maybe it's rly too short. haiz.. legs too long also wrong:( now i'm praying later when i go change, the lady will let me change cos somemore she didnt giv me a receipt. but the prob is, i dun tink i will be able to find any nice dress which i lyk there le ba:( better pray tt i can find or else nth to wear liao:'( hah but i better be able to find the shop first. lol.

oh yay and ytd me and xj went into a cafe and shared a slice mixed fruits tart at raffles city. all the tarts they sell look super nice la! and according to xj, it looks fake. haha.

looks nice right?:DDD

thanks xj for shopping with me frm 10 plus to 6 plus! love ya!<333

2009-11-14T23:43:00.004+08:00

yay op is finally over ytd! hah me, nicole and wan chu were hugging each other and jumping up and down so happily la. finally relieved frm a burden:) our grp did quite well for presentation ba as heard frm the rest. but i was super nervous when i was presenting la so i stumbled a few times. and tink i spoke too quickly cos my script was supposed to be lyk maybe almost 4 and a half min if i were to read at appropriate speed but i didnt even hear the 4 min bell ring. but the guys who timed for us told me tt i hit exactly 4. at least 4 or else seriously too fast le. but to my surprise, the rest told me my speed was ok. heng. but my ques for qna sucks. they nv rly ask us on the part we hav presented la. walao i was seriously damn stunned by the ques i got and requested for a repeat of the ques la. i just anyhow crapped lor. but nvm pw is over now!!!:DDD

then today, wc, vanessa, ly, ky and i met outside at the sch busstop. we were supposed to meet at 7.55a.m. hah but wc came late then mr cheong thought where we were. he's super nice la. we went to sch specially to take digital cams frm him and he also specially came to sch and waited for us at the carpark just to hand us the cams la. super nice! ky got her laptop. feel damn happy for her cos she rly needed one. then now she can download pplive and watch dramas online liao so she doesnt hav to feel so jealous when i tell her i watching pplive:) mr cheong is super nice, he even helped her check tt the programs she needed were all inside except for microsoft office and he's so nice that he helped her set the laptop account to her name:) then mr cheong handed the rest of us each a digital cam and explained its functions and taught us how to use it. wah he seriously spends a lot on buying cams la, then now not going to use them anymore and giving them away la. i tink he nv use them more than twice ba. hah all look so new. yay and we, as his students, stand to gain benefits:) he's so diff today frm other pw lessons. he's lyk actually very very very nice de la! hahh then before we left, all of us took a pic using his polaroid cam:)

then aft met up with i wen, fiona and huiyu to play pool. before fiona came, we went to play in the arcade. tink today is my first or maybe second time trying a game with shooting gun. cos always tot not fun but today aft i tried, i realised it's quite fun so next time shld play tt more. hah then as usual, huiyu is still as pro in pool la. she told us tt students can play pool in nj's student lounge. so gd! i wen is also damn pro. i'm always lyk the one who can shoot in the least number of balls cos the balls dun get in the way i want them to be no matter how hard i aim. yay and we managed to teach fiona how to play today:) shall go play pool more often ba. it's lyk ages since i last play le, even had to ask huiyu teach me how to place my fingers le la cos i cant rmb-.- but nvm the game was still super fun:))) yay we'll be going kbox our next meeting which is most prob next week b4 i wen goes back to taiwan. walao she's going back for super long. she's lyk only coming back one day before sch reopens ba:(

2009-11-07T20:14:00.003+08:00

was talking to my most beloved and close cousin, rachel on msn. rly miss her a lot. somemore this hols her family is not visiting grandma and they are so far away in sarawak. hope they would rly not go back on their words and keep their promise to visit grandma during chinese new year. but we only hav a few days hols for chi new year in singapore compared to the many days in malaysia:( which means we can only get to see each other for lyk maybe 2-3 days only?:'(

so sad when we hav so much to tell each other but so diff to say out on msn. felt so sad when she mentioned tt she missd that time when we chatted non-stop which was last yr when we didnt see each other for lyk abt 4 yrs. hah the day before we left ah ma's hse, still rmb us 偷偷摸摸 in the living room 通宵. haha damn fun. then we almost died in the morning la. now both of us had entered a new sch this yr and had to adapt to a totally new environment, we rly hav so much to tell each other. but i know we need to sit face to face to be able to spill out all our troubles this yr. rly feel lyk talking to her face-to-face every time i tok to her on msn. haiz now hav to wait for a few more months before we can see each other:'( hah i told her i dun tink i can finish telling all my stories within 2 days, if i can actually rmb all of them. hah somemore i am one who can actually tok so much la:)

i hope to see rachel rly rly soon and tok a lot a lot to her! miss you!

2009-11-07T17:17:00.002+08:00

yay it's hols le! now it's op. wah fri still, somemore is sec last slot ba i tink. hope the examiners wont be tt strict. hah i kept rehearsing the front part of my speech until my huang cheng mates also sian liao. hah zhi yi can memorise my first two lines liao:)

yay thurs went out with van, wan chu and lin ying to orchard. went to watch my sister's keeper. it's rly super touching. very nice movie:)

quite sad tt this sch yr is over le cos we rly enjoyed our last few weeks of sch when we get to slack and do nth. love those days. get to play sports like basketball and volleyball too:) dun tink we'll get to slack and play sports aft sch next yr:( haiz.. sian hav to mug again next yr. hope i can rly concentrate and not slp tt much next yr. JIAYOU TENG BOON HUI!!!:DDD

2009-11-02T19:39:00.002+08:00

SATURDAY

went for the Athena faculty outing , 煮-on, in school which also falls on halloween:) it was quite a pity cos the weather turned out to be bad so instead of holding it in the central plaza, we had to shift in to the inner plaza. all the tables and stuff were laid outside alrdy and in the end, had to be shifted in. hah the few of us helped out carrying the tables and benches in:)

hah miss genevieve tan dressed damn well tt day. we tot we dressed as an elf cos her skirt looks like tt of an elf's but she told her she was an angel.she even had wings at the back:) she looks so cute! wah then we waited for quite some time before we can finally strt eating the steamboat. aft tt we even had ice-cream for dessert.

then the last item for the day - to watch the jap horror movie, ju-on. the ghost characters inside look super scary:/ then there were random guys in the central plaza who deliberately screamed to scare people. made us feel more scared:( then there was one scary part when everyone alrdy feel damn scared and suddenly there was a doll dropping down from the second level down the screen! it was the act if a few people on the second level. hah they succeed cos everyone screamed. hah thruout the entire movie, most of the time i was pulling onto kaiyun's sleeve and pants. hah tink it almost gone out of shape ba. and we were so tired frm all the screaming. hah we were so scared of going to the toilet aft tt.

SUNDAY

we had gems which was to cycle at ecp. yay so happy i can finally get to master my cycling skills. almost everyone was late, we spent so much time waiting for ppl to reach so we can set off frm bedok mrt station.

vanessa finally gave in to learning how to cycle aft knowing tt there would be ppl lagging behind to learn, who also includes me. the girls rented bikes which had lower seats:) aft looking at the ppl cycling outside, i realised my seat was rly super low. i tot i would wobble damn a lot when i cycle and actually cant even turn, but when i tried, i realised i could actually cycle quite stably:) hah i tink i tot i couldnt cycle all along because of my fear that the bicycle will be too high for my feet to touch the ground. but cos my feet were able to touch the ground ytd, i wasnt tt scared. but i can still rmb last yr when the few of us went to recce bishan park, i wasnt able to cycle smoothly and cant turn. dunno leh, weird. lin ying could cycle well too aft a while of refreshing her skills:) i wanted to stay behind and teach vanessa but cos wan chu was alrdy teaching her, i was unnecessary so me, kai yun and lin ying set off then.

it was really damn shuang to cycle:) yay my first time cycling so much alone on a single bike:) i could actually cycle quite fast and stable and the feeling of overtaking ppl was rly super shiok:D but i almost fell a few times trying to avoid ppl in front of me and DOGS! damn scary. luckily my feet were able to touch the ground or else i would hav knocked into those ppl. but next time, i'm gonna try a taller bike to train myself. hah i realised i could even use one hand to cycle for a while cos i could scratch my face with one hand and cycle with the other:) but my legs were rly weak cos they ached only aft a while of cycling. there were a few times i wanted to give up halfway up the slope but i knew i cant or else i would just roll down. then on my way back, i tried to cycle very fast and alone with kaiyun and lin ying far behind. but i stopped a few times cos i tot i cycled the wrong path and was so scared i would be lost cos i didnt know how to go back:/ but luckily i was on the right track.

when the rest went back to return their bikes, we were told tt xin ying fell down the drain. and we even heard tt everyone seemed lyk they were heroes saving a beauty. cos frm far, when russell saw xin ying rolling down the drain, he immediately got down frm his bike and threw it down and ran towards her. the rest followed him aft tt. hah but i was wondering wouldnt cycling actually be faster than running?:p russell even injured himself when trying to save xin ying. all these sounded quite dramatic. our classmates are such nice ppl, so concerned for others. good good:) vanessa was still learning how to balance on the bicycle. tot she would feel xinku learning how to ride but fortunately she found it to be fun:) and i tink she's quite determined to learn it now, when she didnt even want to learn it in the beginning cos she was worried tt she would fall. hope she can master it soon:D

then we went to the hawker centre to da-bao cos wan chu suggested eating at the beach. jin-faye, kaiyun, lin ying and i didnt know wad to eat there so lin ying bought cheng teng and the 3 of us bought ice-kachang. we decided to go macs at bedok aft tt. then we went to the beach tgt. they sat on the beach! ah i hate the sand! i had nv sat on the sand nor touch the sand with my hands before in my entire life. tink my feet had only touched the sand before for lyk maybe 3 times cos last time still tot i was allergic to sand but i tink no ba:) then no choice, i had to sit down in the end:( i told myself i shall be determined to touch the sand with bare hands the next time i go to the beach:)

went to mas at bedok. the guys came with us too before they left for stayover at downtown east chalet. we were trying to see wad monopoly coupons we got cos some of them could win with one more coupon i tink. hah i won one instant win one. it was free sausage mcmuffin but cos i seldom go macs in the morning to eat so i asked who wanted it and yun hao took it. then aft tt, when the guys left, kaiyun realised she just need one more coupon to win a laptop i tink. she called the guys to ask whether any of them had the coupon she needed and yun hao has it! but cheapo yun hao wanted to split the prize and didnt want to give her the coupon. damn bad! so kaiyun couldnt win:(

gems was very fun ytd. i want to go cycling soon!

2009-10-28T21:29:00.000+08:00

i seriously don't belong to their world..

2009-10-22T22:16:00.002+08:00

yay this aft played bball with clique. fun fun. it has been lyk about a yr since i touched bball. we practised shooting first. damn funny cos we keep air-balling and had to return to our first strting point:( then carried on with game when pro pro claudia finished shooting at all the points. hah vanessa, lin ying and i had telepathy. we jumped to the same side and got into the same team:) hehe it was damn fun. then there was one point of the game, damn funny. this was aft claudia left and vanessa was paired with lin ying and me with xin ying. hah damn funny cos lin ying was dribbling the ball and trying to dodge xy then me and van happily stood aside and waited for them to pass the ball to one of us. then xy suddenly said,"out le la!" haha lin ying was so engrossed in dribbling the ball tt xy and ly were actually outside the court alrdy. hah we laughed until our stomach ached so much tt we cant even walk. wah during the game we laughed so much la and most of it or maybe all of it was caused by ly. hah. vanessa was super comical. she laughed so much tt when she was holding the ball, she cant do anything. then i just happily and snatched the ball frm her, no is just take the ball frm her and faster went to shoot:))) all of us were super drained out frm dribbling the ball out to clear the ball. and i tink we damn brave can. the rest of the ppl at the courts were all guys. though we dunno how to play bball well but we dun mind throwing our face and played happily there:) hah there were girls playing vball. yalar by right normal girls would prefer to play vball more ba cos more girly but we chose the boyish bball and rly throw away our image to play. yay we hav decided to play bball again when we hav any more short days in sch:) it's rly super fun la. love bball:) somemore can exercise. all of us enjoyed perspiring so much:)

2009-10-17T23:42:00.002+08:00

hah on fri when i boarded 74, saw many NJ students and was wondering whether any of them was someone i know. looked around but dun see any so i just walked blankly to the rear of the bus. then suddenly someone tried to trip me. hah my reflex action was a super 激动的 "OH MY 天!" and immediately heard those nj ppl who were standing at the side giggling. there were quite a few of them. i was quite embarrassed and didnt dare to look at them. no face at all. i was wondering who that culprit was and realised it was huiyu! hah can understand la, know her for so many yrs le, this is her way of saying hi:) hah and i strted hitting her and stuff, overly shocked tt she was on the bus. and her nj frens continued to giggle. hah still no face to turn and look at them. aft tt huiyu told me thru sms tt she wanted to wave but cos she was sitting down and i was tall and didnt look down at all, she decided to trip me with her leg. hah. and the bag pack she's carrying now is actually a cute one. hah cant believe it!:p

then during evening, went to watch the deadly tsunami movie with kaiyun and lin ying at gv at vivocity:) cos i went frm home and reached first and we almost cant make it to the movie alrdy, i quickly went to purchase the tickets first. wth i nearly fainted when i heard 30 bucks. i wasnt expecting such a large number. so i strted to calculate and realised it would mean 10 bucks per ticket! wah broke liao. then when lin ying and kaiyun came, we went to buy our dinner and went into the cinema. hah it was actually very empty and there were damn a lot of advertisements before the movie really strted.

the movie is a really sad and touching one, with some parts that are really funny. lyk sometimes when u are crying halfway, they will pop out smth which is funny. wth made me laugh and cry and the same time-.- the movie rly portrayed to us reality. noone knows what would happen at the next moment, so we shld rly cherish our loved ones now:) zhiyi even reminded me to bring tissue before tt. i was actually quite lazy to take it out frm my bag when i actually needed to use it but when i saw lin ying even had to resort to using serviette frm burger king, i passed one piece of tissue each to kaiyun and lin ying and took out one for myself. luckily i was sitting in the middle cos kaiyun said the person sitting beside her was looking at her when she cried. and lin ying said she was so scared tt the person beside her will think tt the loud crying noises came frm her (which were actually frm me). hah. and think this is also my first movie which i didnt communicate much with my frens. cos during the part when we were tearing, tink we didnt tok to each other at all. hah cos i know they wouldnt want me to see their face full of tears so i shall not embarrass them.

then ytd, i wanted to go toa payoh library to return my books and to borrow new ones but realised the library is not opened today. there was no notice on the glass doors or walls at all. and it was only aft i asked zhiyi then i knew tt ytd was deepavali:'( sad i made a wasted trip la.

2009-10-15T22:06:00.004+08:00

tues and wed had sabbaticals. wah they were truly a torture.. i was allocated to attend creative hand building ceramic workshop on tues and to learn spanish language and culture stuff on wed. wah the ceramic one rly almost made me 崩溃. i didnt know a single person inside:'( seriously felt damn miserable. when i went in, there were already some students seated tgt and the suay thing or maybe good thing is we had to be grouped into 4s. so i just chose to sit alone first, hoping the ppl who come in afterwards would be nice and sit next to me. but unfortunately, the ppl who came in had their own frens alrdy and none wanted to sit with me! it was only until when the last grp of guys came in and 2 guys had not enough space to sit and had no choice and had to sit with me:( wah i was super sian thruout the entire workshop. so lonely. want to laugh also no one to laugh to. no one to tok to neither:( luckily during lunch met up with kai yun, claudia and xin ying or else i will rly be a loner eating alone. maybe i wont even eat, would just go class bench stone. wah rly damn xinku. i bet i didnt speak more than 5 sentences thruout the entire workshop which lasted frm 9.30a.m. to 3+p.m. wah it's rly damn scary to be frenless:( then wed, had spanish. only person i know was hofai but i cant possibly hang out with him all the time cos he had his own fren. quite scary, i went up alone and looked into the classroom and tot there were noone inside so i didnt dare to go in. i was afraid if i go in too early, later noone wants to sit with me again. so i wanted to go in later and find some loner and sit with her. while i was waiting outside, i met rou ying and luckily rou ying saw her fren and after asking which sabbatical she was in, she was in spanish too! yay! and i befriended her. hah luckily she's nice and luckily i met rou ying:) or else spanish so boring and somemore frenless, i would just die. hah the funny thing was, when i asked her how she know rou ying, she asked me back, who's rou ying. super funny. hah then aft tt she realised and rmbed tt it's the girl who introduced us. hah. always walk around and talk and so high profile until can talk to anyone with tt person not knowing her name! hah funny la. then spanish was so boring and the teacher was quite scary. he wanted us to pronounce the word la but i seriously dunno how to and was super scared. and there were lyk 3 or 4 rounds of pronouncing a word each person la. damn scary. wah then nearing the end, he played videos for us and i rly cant take it and kept dozing off liao, damn diff to keep myself awake. hah there were alrdy 2 or 3 guys slping there. hah.

on tues aft sabbaticals, me, vanessa, zhi yi and yi shun left school for the attachment tgt. hah cos we were late, so we got to take cab there. and now i suddenly rmbed tt yi shun rly became the person paying for the fare. hah forgot to pay him back:p and due to some bet, zhiyi's head should have been chopped down by me liao. haha lousy la her, tot she will confirmed be right but too bad, i am more sure of her and we betted on our heads. so now her head should be in my hse alrdy la:) but i nice, let her off this time. then we met up with the rest and went NAFA for the attachment. quite fun to see how the preparation of a production is like. damn cool. but good things just dont last long. due to some probs, our attachment had to be cut halfway, so we had to leave. hah it was still super early so we went for dinner. during dinner, i got to know min hua attended vocal singing for his sabbatical la! walao i wanted it tt time but cos i tot it would be lyk those choir type of training and is super duper ex lyk 100 bucks so i gave up signing up for tt but wth it's only 20 bucks and they get to sing pop songs la:( hah min hua was practising his song. 恋爱达人. damn nice. but i realised my voice is even lower than his-.- hah. but his voice no bad la. at least he has the passion for singing:) we also discussed abt 麻婆豆腐. hah we strted this topic cos realised our mums are frm the same hometown -- muar (麻坡):) i was insisting it's 麻坡豆腐 but he said he tot it was 麻婆豆腐. hah we were even asking ard for the ans. but they were also confused. hah. min hua was so determined tt he said, if there rly isnt 麻婆豆腐, he would come up with his own. hah damn funny. hah but ytd i confirmed with kaiyun and she said it's 麻婆豆腐:p then dunno is it this part when we were arguing on this or was it the singing part, yit khai suddenly commented on smth damn funny which i cant rmb what it is. wth then i did a super unglam thing la. i laughed as i was eating my ice kachang. and i tink vanessa, min hua, yit khai and jocelyn who were sitting near me were not being spit at la cos i was so nice and spit back into my ice kachang. hah. walao super unglam, the ice kachang was lyk dripping bit by bit out frm my mouth back into the bowl la. hah then van said she wanted to eat but now didnt dare to liao. hah but i turned my bowl and told her she could take frm the other side. walao didnt know min hua so comical de la. then aft dinner, we went to take neoprints in bugis junction. it had been such a long time since i take neoprints. tot it was lyk nearing extinct alrdy. hah 12 of us managed to squeeze in and take tgt:) yay love us<3 but each of us can only take 3 super tiny neoprints due to the large no. of ppl. hah need magnifying glass or else rly cant rly see our faces. then we went arcade. me, zhiyi and vanessa played the 'hit hard hard the 3 buttons machine'. this time i lost to zhiyi:( there was one round which i can clearly rmb, was damn unfair la. the both of us hit so hard and fast and in the end, zhiyi's building fell down so quickly while mine was lyk so much slower than hers. how can that be?! then zhiyi and hong hwee played the shooting game. wah zhiyi damn zai la, shooting damn pro. npcc de ma. hah then she also very cute. see the enemies on the screen and even bent down to try dodging frm them. hah. then zhiyi played the 'kiap kiap softtoy machine'. damn cheat ppl's money only but she 傻傻 one always want get cheat by it. but this time, she tried catching a blue chick and she was alrdy on the verge of winning but the chick dropped and hit the plastic side of the holes and bounced back,as tt kaip kiap thing opened its jaws. we were so hurt and 不甘心 cos we were so close to getting the cute blue chick. so zhiyi tried again. but wth. the same thing happened again. must be the machine's fault la! irritating machine. seldom see the softtoy being so stable even as it is being moved abt de la:( then aft tt we went to a jap restaurant and some of them ate ice-cream. tt day was rly super fun, all thanks to the cancellation of the attachment. hah. it rly brightened up my day:)

oh ya and today the parents support group is super nice. they sponsored ice-cream for students cos we worked very hard for our exams:) hah and i shamingly ate 3 servings la:/ confirm put on a lot of fats in just one day:/ cos sec time, me, lin ying and kaiyun saw so many ppl eating, cant resist temptations and went to take sec serving. tink we are only supposed to take the ice-cream once. hah then aft eating sec serving during lunchtime, we saw many ppl eating stick ice-creams instead of the normal scoops in a cup. at first tot maybe some ppl went out to buy but it became damn weird when i saw more and more ppl eating. and there were even those magnolia cone type! today i was telling ly i missed eating those cornetto cone type ice-cream la! damn pissed, y does the ice-cream only appear aft i finished my sec serving. i was hesitating whether to take my third one:/ then saw jia ming and elizabeth near the booths, so i dragged them to accompany me to take:) hah tink i super pro, eat so much ice-cream in one day:)

2009-10-10T23:14:00.002+08:00

omg yes yes promos is finally over!!! yay now only left with pw to fret abt. can play lyk mad liao. whoa now rly seems lyk there's so little time for me to do so much stuff. hah but the stuff now is shopping, learn how to cycle, watch dramas, play games, meet up wif frens etc. yay damn excited and relieved:)

but i very scared of receiving my results cos i know i didnt put in my best cos nv even finish studying for every subj. damn dead. just hope i can get promoted.

hah went bowling with wan chu, kai yun, lin ying, vanessa and xinying to bowl today. wan chu dressed so nicely lor:) she's so skinny la then last time even complained she's fat. she's not! and she's damn pro in bowling cos she says there were bowling lessons when she was in primary school. cool. her postures damn nice:) then aft tt we even went library. hah and me, wc and ky realised we r not the only ones who love to read 小说:) wah they are truly those who would get damn addicted to them one. cos i read books very slowly so i haven completed reading any book this yr:( so i borrowed 2 books of 小说 today. hope i can finish reading within 3 weeks. hah. hah i was telling ky i shld just immerse myself in reading books and become a nerd. hah.

oh just now zhiyi recommended the korean movie on tsunami to me. she said it's super sad. it seems nice when i saw the advertisement on tv. i'm gonna watch it someday, no matter what:) yay it's damn shuang now to hav no burden:)

2009-09-24T22:42:00.002+08:00

yay our wr is finally almost done! mr cheong said it was ok. finally! from screwed to not bad, yay last fri was worth it! hah. damn proud of our grp:) now hav to fret abt i&r. still hav to cut down words for wr to hand in tmr and still hav to hand in i&r also. dead haven even tink of it yet and it's almost 11p.m. liao:( nvm cannot also must can:)

hah today during econs lecture cos i was sitting beside the stairs, when my wkst flipped, my new blue pen which was on the wkst fell down the stairs. luckily i was at the back or else damn embarrassing cos it was super loud when the pen dropped. it fell down step aft step but luckily not enough potential energy to roll all the way down. it stopped aft rolling down to abt 2 rows in front of me. wah so embarrassing so wanted to wait until aft lecture to pick up. but a nice girl frm teck seng's class damn nice, she climbed down a few steps to help me pick it up:) thx to her man. luckily there's still ink in my pen. phew.

wah sian sch is getting so useless and boring now. revision revision revision. i hate revisions cos i dun lyk to do ques when i haven even finish revising yet. damn dead for promos la, still have so much to study! die. better get promoted or else i rly dunno what to do:/ and i tink i hav a deceiving face. frm sec sch till now, many ppl tot tt i'm hardworking but i'm not rly. cos i only planned but in the end fail to accomplish anything cos procrastinate too much. recently then seriously realise tt i damn not hardworking. o lvl nv even self-motivate to do any revision while others did so much work. maybe tt's just not my study method. but i tink this study method is going to kill me now cos dun tink it will still work cos jc work rly requires a lot of application. haiz.. rly made the wrong choice of entering hci. too many smart ppl in there. makes me feel so lazy and lousy there. nvm shall just do my best and maximise the time i hav now. jiayou teng boon hui, u can do it de!

2009-09-21T09:26:00.002+08:00

last sat was my sch's Mid-Autumn Festival (MAF) celebrations. went to sch early to do hmwk first. then zhiyi told me tt she forgo tto tell we were supposed to wear the new chi soc shirt. i was wearing the old one cos i didnt want to dirty my new one. hah so she had to bring me the shirt. but good, i can just dirty it without feeling hurt abt it:)

i managed to persuade yuqi into coming for MAF:) at first i was still scared tt i will feel bored at lonely, esp when i was tending the stall, but luckily yuqi was there to accompany me:) hah beforehand, i ticked on the list that i could tend the chi soc stall thruout the entire MAF and i sort of rly did it! cos me and yuqi only left the stall for less than one hour in total ba. hah. but it was so fun at our stall. tink it would be more fun to tend our stall than to go out there. we got ourselves all dirty with soap. hah but luckily the shirt not mine:) heh. we were playing with our soap game at our stall and began attacking each other wif soap. so fun! hah. but the sad thing tt day was when me and yuqi wanted to go take pics of the grand light-up, the thing was alrdy not burning at all:(

there was a time me and yuqi went up to oac's room to find cheryl chen to get yuqi's balloon. but yuqi's balloon was alrdy sold out before cheryl knows abt it so yuqi didnt manage to bring home the balloon she wanted. no balloon for her:( hah then the funny thing was rayna was so frenly and wanted to hi 5 with me frm inside the classroom. and with my palms filled with soap, i happily hi 5 her:) the soap was meant for cheryl cos if there was no more of the balloons yuqi wanted, i would wipe the soap on cheryl. haha poor rayna, innocently had soap on her hands too! this was her first time in jc being so frenly and not shy to me since pri sch and this was how i treated her. haha. rayna super funny cos we strted wiping soap on each other. didnt know she so funny de. the funny thing was when her palms were filled with soap, she remained damn calm and walked out of the classroom. tot she wanted to go toilet but she strted to wipe the soap on me. actually i had nth to lose, cos i was immune to the soap alrdy since i was alrdy dirty with soap. hah. i hi 5 wif kaiyun too. hah and she got so hyper and strted wiping it on yuqi and then me. hah 可怜的 yuqi:)

yay it was damn fun selling lanterns at our stall. very fun lighting up the candles on the lantern for the customers. hope they rly had fun wif our lanterns:) hah the prizes for our games were rly super weird. there were san zha, jelly and those piggy mooncake in the basket. the big prize was a pomelo. hah. who would wan to bring home a big fat pomelo man. hah. i was aiming for the piggy mooncake cos it had been a long time since i ate it. but i die die also didnt manage to win tt thing:( heh but zhiyi said she would help me take one frm the store:) yum yum.

when MAF ended, i ran back to my class bench to take photos with clique. funny la, they wanted do jump shots on the patch of grass. me and lin ying decided to not jump so we posed for the photos:) damn funny. the rest were busy jumping there. wah and the parade square was super smoky when i ran passed it. the last time i ran across it, i cant rly see the things in front of me!

yay me and yuqi managed to play with the sparklers before we left:) fun fun. glad tt i have so many fun ppl in my cca:) oh ya still rmb yi shun, min hua and hong hwee 开声-ing as they were trying to sell the lanterns at our stall. wah they were super loud la, can make ppl's ears deaf. hah.

2009-09-11T01:19:00.002+08:00

had pri sch class gathering ytd since it's alrdy 1.29a.m. now. met out wif fiona, man ting and anthia beforehand to book the seats at fish and co first. hah but it wasnt even open yet so went hans sit down, do some work then went back to book. planned to watch movie aft eating so went cathay to check the timings of the movies. we wanted to watch time travellor's wife but we were unable to make it for the timing:'( rly want to watch it cos it rly seems damn nice! then went gv to check. gv worse la, we went to ask and the girl at the counter said it was not out yet. lag la. the movie was supposed to be out on 3rd sept.

then went dhoby ghaut mrt station to meet the rest. hah but almost all were late. i managed to lie to merri tt she was the latest:p heh she felt so guilty. we headed for fish and co and waited for the rest to be here in there. all of us were toking and were so pessimistic abt our academics and all tot tt we will definitely get retained. hah tink miss lim must be tinking wah y all of us become so lousy, sounded so serious. when we were trying to settle the bill, miss lim disappeared and we realised she went to pay for the bill. she must hav heard tt all of us were broke le. hah. but we didnt care, how can we let miss lim pay! hah kai wen just dunk the money into her plastic bag. hah miss lim was saying she suddenly had so much cash. haha so many small notes. her wallet must be damn thick aft tt:) sad.. aft tt most ppl had to leave, only left my clique:( we were stunned cos didnt expect everyone to be leaving aft lunch. this gathering was such a failure!:'( but nvm luckily still got us:)

it took us such a long time to decide where we wanted to go. cos there was nth much for us to do at dhoby ghaut. in the end, we decided to go settlers cafe to play board games and tok. hah when i wanted to tok on our way there, they merri, fiona, anthia and man ting were trying to stop me from toking cos they saw how much i had to tok before tt, then they asked me to save all my words so tt we would hav topics to tok abt later on. hah but tink is more on they will hav more to listen to frm me ba. hah only today then i know so many ppl are actually willing to hear me tok so much abt random daily life stuff. haha. they must be rly damn bored le la:) hah but i didnt care, still managed to tok damn a lot to merri and fiona. how can we not catch up when we haven seen each other for so many months?!

the lady at the settlers cafe suggested us to take this students promotion thing, which is lyk free flow of drinks (apple tea and sprite) which cost us 6 buck per person. all of us just blindly agreed. wah i regretted cos aft looking at the menu cos i'd rather just drink one nice drink and it would cost me less. y do i need so much water in my stomach la! then merri was saying tt we can drink a lot then the 6 bucks would be worth le. hah i rebutted her by saying,"but there's a limit to our bladder!" haha. then she was laughing lyk mad. yay we played some card and board game there. the fast reaction games were more fun:) walao everyone just aimed at killing me la. hah. they just said ok when boon hui finishes all the cards in her hands then we'll end the game. then all of them were so happy tt my cards were decreasing in number. wah i was the target for the day la. but the games were rly very fun, most of them which we played. i lyked the hand game which would train our mind and reaction. hah sometimes the rest are copycats la, cos there were times when i would be the first and only ones to do the signs on the cards while they tot was wrong and when they saw tt i did smth, they double-checked and realised i was right. hah. copycats! wah and the drinks rly made me so full and seriously bladder couldnt take so much water la. when i went back to the cafe aft my first visit to the toilet, i realised i felt lyk peeing again then tot i was the only abnormal one but realised anthia also had the same prob as me! i went lyk three to four times to the toilet within 1h plus i tink. lyk a few min aft i came back frm toilet i felt lyking peeing again. wth. but i still wan go there next time. maybe aft promos can go there with classmates cos there's straight bus to dhoby frm our sch:) hah i was busy trying to recognise my way there cos told them that i tok so much, so normally just follow my frens blindly so needed to take note of how to go. heh.

then anthia and man ting left first and the 3 of us left went to long john silver to continue toking cos merri had tuition had 7.45pm soo had to accompany her till 7plus before we make our way to take mrt home. me and fiona ordered choco cream. wah i must hav put on much weight today! haiz...

hah i tink i rly had lots of stuff to tok abt, lyk endless. luckily i'm still the ever so chatty person:) tot i may hav changed since this yr but aft today, i'm glad i'm still my usual self:) aft me and merri alighted at kovan, we stood outside the train toking for lyk maybe half and hour or more. haha. told her she was late for tuition but she said it was ok so we continued toking for super long:)

2009-09-06T08:27:00.000+08:00

ytd met sheng ling, i wen and lay eng to study at esplanade library. we endured till 3p.m. for lunch cos the sakae teatime sushi buffet strts at 3p.m. we were all looking forward to eating sushi. but when we reach there, we saw the poster outside saying that the buffet is only available on weekdays. there is only supper buffet on weekends. omg we were all so disappointed. we were so mentally prepared for the meal and now it's gone:'( then we carried our hungry stomachs searching for food. chose to eat at billy bombers in the end cos we saw that there was one for one lunch. me and sheng ling caught sight of the choco fondue with ben and jerry's ice-cream offer. for the one-for-one lunch, there were only 3 varieties to choose from so me, lay eng and i wen chose honey stung chicken and sheng ling chose the all star burger. then i wen and lay eng ordered cookies and cream milkshake to share and sheng ling and i ordered the ben and jerry's ice-cream choco fondue to share.

sheng ling regretted ordering all star burger in the end cos she said it's too big, she doesnt know how to eat it glamly. so she changed her order to honey stung chicken cos the chicken looks so delicious. wah we were all so hungry but they were rly taking a damn long time to serve us. we were all salivating at other ppl's food but ours still hadnt come:( when it finally came, all of us couldnt control and strted eating. but i realise the food wasnt very nice. the chicken was quite tasteless on the inside. it's just sweet cos of it's skin. there were 4 big pieces of chicken and big pieces of potato wedges or is it fries which were super big size. hah. the serving was super big! all of us felt quite sick of the chicken. yucks. i only managed to finish eating the second piece. i was the lousiest. the rest managed to at least finish the third piece i tink and lay eng the pro-est, tink she managed to finish almost everything. wah i seriously cant take it, wanted to puke alrdy. hah. then asked for our desserts.

when it came, we got a shock cos the scoops of ice-cream were super duper small. tink the fondue is not worth for 23 plus bucks at first. luckily now is half-price. all of us strted to eat. yum yum the choco is rly damn nice:) just love it! then childish sheng ling and i were playing with our food in the fondue, not allowing each other to take their food out frm the fondue. haha. she's still so childish:) funny la. had a great time playing with the fondue. then tasted i wen's milkshake and both sheng ling and i agreed there was a metal taste inside. haha. seriously the first taste i tasted was metal taste. had to try so hard to taste the cookies and cream taste. hah had to use sheng ling's way of tasting. haha. then lay eng they all didnt think so and asked that i had tasted metal before meh or else how i know how it tasted. haha. ya true but it rly had the metal taste:)

aft we finally finished eating, asked for the bill. so shocked to see our bill. and aft calculating, so shocked to see the large digits. wah tt meal which i was not so satisfied with cost me 19+ bucks. 我的天! i was seriously centless aft tt. cos tot only eating sakae sushi which cos less than 15 bucks so didnt bring so much money:'( i am not going billy bombers anymore. the food is not very nice lor. maybe will only go there for milkshake ba:)

2009-09-03T22:31:00.002+08:00

haha damn long nv come online and post alrdy. this shall be a long long post cos it's going to be about the events which happened for the past few days:) but try to summarise it though summary skills not very good:p

FRIDAY:
we had mass dance session during pe in preparation for Aces Day which is on teachers' day. the guys in our class are all super losers cos none of them changed. hah. then our class had only lyk abt 10 girls left to dance. hah. hah didnt like mass dance at first. but had a great time dancing with kai yun. and ky not bad leh, the turning part which most ppl would turn wrongly, she actually did it right the first time and said it was easy to figure out. hah good. then aft mass dance, we had to resume our pe lesson-squash:)hah the lousy guys then all went to change when they knew pe lesson would resume. wth. hah i played squash with ky. then there was once when she was supposed to catch the ball but it flew to my side so i ran forward to catch it and ky came to catch it too and know wad, hah, she smacked damn hard towards the ball, which was also towards my face! i tot i was going to be blind when i saw the racquet hit towards my left eye cos tot my glasses would break and the glass pieces would fly into my eye and go blind. heng my specs didnt get smashed but my left cheek damn pain. lucky no bruise. hah. or else quite cool also la since i nv ever had a bruise on my face and i dun tink i would ever get it cos i dun fight with ppl. wah till today my cheekbone still hurts a bit. heh.

then evening met i wen and sheng ling to make audrie's farewell present. wanted to go crash audrie's farewell dinner with lay eng they all but lay eng told me she would only be leaving lyk end of this week so we postponed it. but we managed to finish doing her present. yay efficient ppl. and sheng ling mentioned tt hui shan told her tt our clique is very zai. hah. cos made up of zai ppl. hah we feel so proud. she said all of us look dao last time. wah miss my zai face. hav to find it back. so shldnt be so joker tt much. now i only know how to laugh la-.-

then reached home at abt 10pm. damn tired. aft bathing, went to rest on bed a while while waiting to watch 换换爱 on channel u at 11.30pm. but bad thing is i woke up at 12am. hah. then i tried to watch. but first time i got rly so sian and tired of watching tv. seriously dunno what was tt screening on the tv. then went back bedroom rest during commercial. hah then during second commercial, i rested until i rly fell into deep slp and nv woke up again. then my dad came and asked me at 1 smth y my tv was still on. and i was super drowsy at tt time tt i cant rly respond to him.

SATURDAY:
had clique outing at swensen's. woohoo. ice-cream and desserts buffet. 1-for-1:)ky cant make it due to some prob at home:( then wasnt very hungry tt day so i didnt eat a lot there. haha we played card games there. and losers had to eat the disgusting mixture of ice-cream:/ when we were going to leave very soon, the waiter told us tt we were actually not supposed to play poker cards inside. haha. then we left and headed to cinema hoping we can catch 'orphan' but so sad, full house, so no 'orphan' for us:( boohoo.. then we decided go plaza singapura to buy materials for class teachers' day cards. wah choose damn long to settle down on what we want. reached home a bit late and again didnt do anything else tt day:(

SUNDAY:
had to meet at yio chu kang mrt then go wan chu's hse do teachers' day cards. our meeting time was 1pm. met vanessa aft we alighted frm mrt. tot we were late but we were not. yit khai was the only other person at the station. and we were surprised too when we heard tt there would be so many guys coming to help. hah this is such a rare sight. in the end the proportion of girls is even lower than the guys. 4:5. hah. touched tt the guys even bothered to come and help:) and we only left the station at lyk nearing 2 i tink.

russell came late and smsed wc, "how to go to ur hse?" then i tink wc didnt see the msg then he just straight away forwarded exactly the same msg to the guys. hah then the guys purposely made fun of him and replied their own address back to him. hah. yay in the end, de wei, yit khai, russell, yi fei, ryan, van, wc, xin ying and i were at wan chu's hse doing. we strted quite late and was slacking a bit at first and realised there was so much stuff to do afterwards. de wei left at 6 smth cos he needed to go his ah ma's hse and said he would return if we were still there.

haha halfway thru the printing process, we tried to print on smaller coloured papers. but shit, the paper got stuck in the printer and no matter what we cant dig it out and the printer wasnt able to work. damn scared cos tt will mean tt we wont be able to print the stuff needed. cos wc's printer had 2 sides where paper can be put in to print, so there must be some way to use the other side to put papers in. but wc herself doesnt know abt this other compartment. hah. luckily i suddenly saw this button which allows us to change the feeder side, so in the end we can continue printing. phew!

de wei then came back again to help us at abt 9pm. wah so late alrdy but we were still busy printing and pasting. hah and all of us still hadnt even eaten our dinner. felt damn proud of the guys cos they can actually still survive without dinner:)all of our stomachs were growling except for dewei. hah. and wc's sis who is only 1yr and 3mths damn cute and i managed to make her laugh by letting her press my phone:D so cute. wc's mum is super nice. she prepared strawberries and apples for us. and the guys aimed for the fruits. nv even ask us whether we wan to eat until they were going to finish eating. then there was one point of time when wc's sis was walking thru the curtain, she fell down. everyone was shocked. and i bet the guys must be the most surprised. cos all of them were so near to her, sitting in a row on the sofa. me, van and wc tot the guys were nearer so they would help her up so we didnt move. but the 5 guys just sat in a row and stare at wc's sis. all of us just stared at one another and noone moved, including wc's sis. hah. then we were lyk so shocked and asked the guys to do smth, then nice russell stood up but didnt know how to help her sis. omg damn funny. then we faster rushed over and wc helped her sis up. lucky she didnt cry. the guys wree rly super funny la. all lyk blockwood sitting there. hah yit khai was eating his apple so no hand; dewei said he had his laptop on his lap so cant help too. haha damn funny.

then aft tt, wc's mum prepared a plate of papaya for all of us. and wc did smth which she felt so disgusted. hah see la asked her not to do she still continued doing until van reminded her abt smth then she almost wanted to puke. hah.

wah then it was alrdy 11 smth, wif only russell, yi fei, van and i still left at wc's hse, wc's mum served us buns:) hah before ryan and yit khai left, wc's sis was still eating the bun. then all of us were staring at her bun cos we were rly very hungry. yifei was aiming for it. hah knew he was dying to eat smth cos he had been urging us to go for dinner since dunno wad time. then when ryan saw the bun, he was lyk,"omg, bao." haha with his blank look. damn funny. me and van only left wc's hse at 11 smth but we had a great time at wc's hse tt day.

hah we were rly grateful tt the guys came or else i bet the few girls would hav to go back home halfway to pack our clothes to camp overnight at wc's hse. hah. and somemore the guys said tt they had nv prepare any present for the past 4 yrs so it was rly amazing tt they were so willing to help this time round:) it was truly a good bonding session for all of us.

MONDAY:
went back to cedar to see teachers and frens! ok got to meet many frens but feel quite weird there. then aft tt me, fiona, xiao jun, gin, huiyu and i wen went marina square there eat cos to celebrate xj's bdae.huiyu didnt go back cedar so she met us straight away at marina square. and smth surprising happened. huiyu actually automatically hugged everyone. wow. seriously shocked. tot she doesnt rly lyks hugging ppl de and now she was willing to without any request. wah she 转性了. hah this goes to show tt she rly misses all of us. haiz. so must rly cherish frens b4 we dun get to see them almost everyday:'(

aft lunch we went k. fiona didnt go cos she doesnt sing and she had language class in the evening. yay enjoyed singing with them. hah and i tink my voicebox is dying very soon. huiyu was so scared it will spoil. hah. but for their sake, i will sing:)had so much fun tt day. will still miss them loads.

oh and cheryl chen 坏蛋, asked her to confirm with me whether she ponning sch on mon not then nv tell me. saw her at cedar in cedar uni then she told me she celebrated the whole teachers' day there. so good!!! wth. i wan to at least wear cedar uni de lor but my class lyk noone wearing so didnt wear. sad.

TUESDAY:
met out with lay eng, sheng ling, i wen and audrie at cityhall for audrie's farewell dinner. hah audrie wore a skirt! hehe. and lay eng said i look feminine once she saw me just becos i was wearing a dress.hah. i only get to hear ppl say this to me lyk once in a blue moon? hah. and we damn indecisive. we took abt an hour deciding what exactly we wanted eat for dinner. in the end we ended up at sakae. hah my first time there. dun rly lyk sushi so nv gone there b4. and sheng ling tempted me by telling me so much abt the sushi buffet. sounds so tasty so now we are damn excited to go sakae sushi this sat liao. hehe.

and audrie lim haha damn funny die die also dun wan let us take individual photos. she's so cute! haiz.. will definitely miss her a lot when she goes overseas. yay we'll all get to see her off most prob. pray tt we can:)

Ah this post is rly super long.

2009-08-27T22:44:00.001+08:00

wow these two days hav been busy. i've been fretting over how to maximise my time cos there are so many things for me to attend to but so little time. i had to inform sec 4 classmates abt stuff for teachers' day, go out with frens to celebrate xiao jun's bdae on mon, then at first going to hav 6B dinner with miss lim but she cant make it. then audrie's leaving singapore to study in UK so die die also hav to meet her. but the nus cip thing is going to take away my sat and sun.

AUDRIE LIM IS LEAVING SINGAPORE!!:'( the worst thing is she only got to know ytd and told us ytd tt she was leaving but dunno when but then new sch term was strting 0n 1 sept. omg it's lyk so sudden. almost cried when i saw the msg aft bio tut ytd. whole mind went blank:( no time for us to prepare.. so sad:'( feel lyk crying now, will definitely miss her a lot! so scared wont hav chance to meether anymore cos weekend rly damn busy and she's leaving so super soon. luckily tmr nite, we decided to meet her at pp macs:) hope can see her off but hope would be a day when i can make it. AUDRIE LIM, I WILL MISS U SO MUCH!!!<333

just now xiao jun called me and i mentioned abt audrie leaving singapore and she was saying tt more and more ppl are leaving singapore so as to escape singapore's education system. too much stress. she said she was considering also. no way man! i kept on discouraging her. my life would be so sad if more of my frens go overseas to study:( y is studying in singapore so stressful? haiz.. competitive.

wah seriously these 2 days smsed until my fingers damn tired. smses just keep flowing in and i had to send out many smses too. wah first time rly no break in between smses. now i prefer ppl calling me than to sms me le. but now gd, due to the cancellation of the 6B dinner, i feel more free now. and yay can still get to see audrie, so i feel light now. hehe.

looking forward to sat. but sat and mon are going to cost me a bomb! and i'm lyk so super broke now. yay going to eat swenson's ice-cream and dessert buffet on sat:) all of us are looking forward to tt. hah but tt's going to ruin my diet plan. but i dun care cos i rly love to eat desserts!!! and ORPHANS!!! yay i wan watch!!! lucky mon not eating dinner with pri sch class or else i will hav to become a beggar:'( hah. mon kbox! but i'm losing my voice le! my voice is getting worse this yr:'( i wan to sing PROPERLY and NICELY. where has my beautiful voice gone to?? yay next few days will be fulfilling and damn fun!!

2009-08-23T22:39:00.001+08:00

had pw public speaking workshop on sat. tot it would be a torture staying in the classroom for so many hours. but it turned out to be quite fun and enriching. learned the skills of presenting. and tt i must rly hav more confidence in myself and not tell myself tt i cant do it cos i actually can. we like our speaker a lot. he's super entertaining, making our workshop a less boring one. he showed us several magic tricks aft the workshop. super cool! love them so much. but he could only show us once per trick:( so didnt manage to find the loopholes to the tricks. he's quite pro in it. he said he invested a lot on dvds. hah me and kai yun wan to learn during the hols thru maybe youtube? hah. fun fun.

ah and tmr's econs lecture test and tues's math lecture test and math assignment. gg. haven rly touch much yet:/

2009-08-22T02:12:00.002+08:00

A few interesting incidents happened these few days. funny ones. hah.

on wed, in the evening when me, kaiyun, xin ying and claudia were studying at a bench below the staffroom, we saw miss yang and mrs lim going back to staffroom. they saw us and stopped to chat. they are damn funny la. and mrs lim even asked whether we were studying or having picnic cos our bench was filled with snacks. hah. then suddenly mrs lim saw the words on kaiyun's pencilcase which was abt stress and there's a circle for u to bang ur head to relieve stress. mrs lim was super comical. she picked the pencilcase up and when we tot she wanted to take a closer look at it, she strted to bang her head against the pencilcase for i tink abt 3 times. her face looked damn innocent and expressionless which made her look more funny la. all of us were shocked and were laughing to our death la. haha. she was really funny:)

then ytd, during break, cheng yan helped yit khai and a few classmates see how their life would be from their palm. then yit khai's life is super sad cos he does not hav a love line, so he said he would also not be having any children, he would hav a short life and no money also. oh and somemore no career also. wah tt's super sad la. he became so demoralised and pessimistic aft tt. i was saying scarly it is cheng yan who's going to cause his life to turn out lyk tt. cos maybe cheng yan predicted wrongly, then yit khai tot he would not get married in future so even if he has a gf, he would just not get married, cos he tot he wouldnt. hah then cheng yan would be the main culprit behind all these. haha. we were all comforting yit khai to not worry cos he still had all of us. hah. we would help him settle his funeral and stuff in future so he dunnid worry. haha. then during econs, miss tan also asked cheng yan to help her see her palm and realised what cheng yan said was really very accurate. hah then all of us felt so sad for yit khai's sad life. hah. i cant wait for years to come and see what's going to happen to all of us and see whether what cheng yan said are all going to be true or not. hah kai yun cant wait for 10 years to come to meet her super ultimate handsome husband! i cant wait to see too. so exciting:)

yay and i cant wait for next sat to come. cos a few of us went to sign up for cip for some NUS run thingy. then we are allowed to stay overnight on sat as the volunteers had to reach super early on sun. yay then today we decided to go watch midnight movie on sat and also go for the swenson's one-for-one ice-cream and dessert buffet:) yum yum. but the prob is i dunno how we are going to catch a midnight movie when we are supposed to be in NUS then. dun tink they allow ppl to just enter at whateva time we wan. we were thinking of hanging outside maybe at macs ba:) yay it's gonna be fun!

2009-08-18T01:07:00.001+08:00

yay damn happy cos i met huiyu on my bus ride home ytd from sch:) we tok damn a lot and had so much to tok. rly miss her and miss toking to her. overall maybe i just miss toking. haha. huiyu how i wish i can see u everyday and tok to u so much lyk in the past:'(

wah and since sat, my thighs aching very badly frm doing squats. i tink i walked quite awkwardly on sat esp walking down the stairs. hah. super painful. but good hope i'm losing fats:)

2009-08-14T21:35:00.000+08:00

today was a shuang day:) first time in jc when i rly perspired so damn much after exercise. good good can lose weight ba:D went track to meet cheryl and kai yun for exercise early this morning. the sky was still so dark la. then saw 2 girls jogging on the track. yay i jogged 2 rounds with them and they pro, jogged 4 rounds. then they did sit-ups while i did squats. but just now during pe, tink jin faye said tt doing squats will make butt big. shit. hope it's not. then did 马步 and arm exercise. hah i died super fast for 马步 cos just finished doing 40 squats and somemore i nv train and exercise for so long, my body's getting weaker. i was alrdy amazed tt i haven died aft the 2 rounds though it was only 2 rounds. hah. all 3 of us felt so shuang aft exercising and perspiring so much:) hah we going to exercise every tues and thurs:) yay we shall lose lots of weight! lyk what i had said to hannah and jin faye they all, i'm not going to let my diet plan fail! haha.

then during pe, played captain's ball. loser's team had to do 5 pumpings aft every ball lost. i felt so guilty not doing with them again:( then in the end, teacher suggested me doing squats and yay i did 5 each time which i tot was very little compared to the 5 pumpings. and now, my thighs are aching cos did abt 60 squats today in total. but very shuang. meaning muscles are forming:) lose fats lose fats lose fats! and squash is rly fun when u rly get to chase and hit the ball:) but heard tt our next pe module is gonna be wrestling. it's seriously crazy. tt time, i'm just not going to do pe. anw dun tink i can wrestle. lucky i got long-term mc. hah. but the rest i dunno how they gonna wrestle:/

2009-08-13T23:59:00.002+08:00

i miss my secondary school life... i miss my secondary school friends... life is so dead and boring now..

2009-08-13T21:27:00.001+08:00

wahh finally come online aft so many days. but dun rly feel lyk coming online this few days, come online also nth do, waste time only and somemore i tink my desktop and laptop both also got virus ba. sian:/

oh must blog abt 会庆:) it's fun! sat was chinese society's 30th anniversary celebration(a.k.a. 会庆) at pasir ris park. cool this yr it's held at pasir ris park:) not bad la, must follow the fashion trend. sch too ordinary liao. tt morning met up with cheryl chen first to study. damn funny, we studied at macs in hougang mall first. then tot 10a.m. library opens so went up. waited outside. i suddenly told her better check the opening hours, scarly it's 11a.m. and hah, my mouth is so zhun, we realised it rly opens only at 11a.m. haiz.. we had to go foodcourt to sit and do hmwk without buying any food:D then 11a.m went down again. but wth, cheng san library is super lousy. no seats at all. there are only seats in the children's section but only for kids aged below 12. hah me and cheryl still wanted to sit there and do our stuff. aft tt, we wanted to take mrt to pasir ris mrt station but realised it would take us super long and alighted frm the mrt aft 1 stop and took bus there. hah. then met up with a few daoju mates for lunch. we walked ard white sands mall and saw this fastfood restaurant called "Superdog" and decided to try. it's quite ex and somemore not very nice. the fries tasted weird. hah and didnt know guys so 爱美 also, cos teck seng went i tink bugis there and he dressed quite nicely. if it was me, i would dress straight in the attire i was going to be in for 会庆. hah. dun rly care la since noone knows me there. haha. at pasir ris park, helped to blow balloons and fill water bombs. got my butt wet even before the game strted. hah. cheryl chen and i tried coming up with plans to shoot the water bombs at ppl by cycling on bikes. she's damn funny la. we wanted to rent bikes to cycle tt day but no chance at all. haiz.. miss an opportunity to learn how to cycle:( hah then some of the girls had to be the usherers. me and cheryl chen came out with a lame and long way to invite our guests:) which is to giv intro and invitation speech by speaking 2 words each and trying to continue with the sentence. we rly experimented it on the first batch of ppl who were our fellow j1 mates. haha. we took such a long time to finish our speech. thank them for being so patient:)they seemed amused by it. hah. but decided not to try this on others cos too embarrassing liao. me and cheryl were so bored tt we strted to sing 会歌. damn nice la:) then we played the scissors-paper-stone game, the one with the winner beating the loser's hand. we hit super hard can. though pain but damn shiok! had lots of fun with cheryl. it had been lyk such a long time since we had tok to each other. the food took a long time to bbq tt day, quite screwed. not enuf food for j1s too but all of us also too busy to eat la:) the seniors played games which i dunno what they were playing. then dance 会舞. yuan han wanted stand in front so we stood in front. cheryl chen and yu qi didnt wan dance at first but dunno y and how, when i turned, they were standing beside me. hah. dunno how to dance, wanted to run away and ended up first row. they funny lor. hah but gd gd:) when i was dancing, became curious y i dunno many steps then realised cos i was dancing the girl's part. cos i went for 2 dance sessions and 1 i danced the girl's one and secind time i danced the guy's one. no wonder i cant rmb how to dance the girl's part. screwed lor. but nvm had lots of fun anyhow dancing. haha. the fun in 会舞 is to dance in a comical way ba. this dance is damn fun la cos it's obiang. hah. me, yin kuan and shen yang finally kept to our promise and took photos with the banner under the words we had painted:)aft seniors left, we packed up for a long time and were discussing whether to still go eat not but cos worried tt we would miss our last bus, we decided to go home. and sadly, we had to leave without 执委:( feel quite bad cos they always had to stay till so late.. rly think 执委 put in lots of efforts in organising 会庆. they must had gone thru a lot in fighting for a chance to hold 会庆. thx to them tt we can hav such a successful 会庆. we rly enjoyed it:)and thx to those who attended it for making it a pleasant and memorable 会庆 for everyone. i tink it's rly touching to see the grand-seniors still being so bonded. hope next time we'll be lyk tt too:)but sad tt can only see one another aft so long. but the sad thing for 会庆 is i didnt rly tok much to many ppl:( hope there will be more activities for us to bond:)

then my sun and mon were lyk quite wasted cos i slept too much? hah.

and i took my bio spa for A levels ytd. think i screwed it up. and the more miss yang scolded us, the more i reflected and tot tt my A for bio is drifting further and further frm me. rly must jiayou! dun giv up until the last moment man!

2009-08-07T23:40:00.000+08:00

today's NDP celebration in sch was quite sian. the ndp parade was haha haha. dunno wad to say. i prefer cedar's uniformed grps like hundred times more. haiz..

then the celebration in the hall is worse. so boring. athena was at the gallery. so high up, where got atmosphere??? and somemore national day and there were still presentations for some overseas trips or smth. nv listen at all la. then choir item was super entertaining la, didnt see this side of choir before. they seemed lyk some random students going up on stage to sing. but lyk tt more fun:)wanted to stand up and sway with frens but everybody remained seated. then luckily wan chu came back from mldds and she was damn enthu and tried dragging us up. yay! very fun singing and swaying and jumping to the song:) HCI has no countdown for National Day la. so sian. miss cedar's celeb so much. the atmosphere is much more higher there. will form chains and move ard the hall too.. met cheryl afterwards and both of us agreed tt next yr shld jio plt mates to try sneak in back to cedar and celebrate. cant stand HCI's style la. hah.

then met sheng ling outside sch gate today aft her celeb ended. cos lay eng, hui shan and hui zhen wanted to go out today to celebrate aijia and hui zhen's bdae also. then we decided to go island creamery tgt first. then lay eng asked me and sheng ling join them too since we all know each other. decided to go orchard. then waited so damn long for 174 cos we missed one as it wa super packed. then one came and didnt manage to squeeze all of us in. i was super shocked la when the door tried so many times to close so many times with only hui shan and hui zhen on the bus. all of us stared at one another with large eyes la. damn shitty. there was another grp of girls frm st margarets' also being separated. so sad la. me, sheng ling and lay eng wanted to walk to some other bus stops to meet up with the 2 of them then fortunately 174 came again! yay!

took some time to decide wad to eat and went to ajisen. called aijia and asked whether she was still coming out but her mum said she fell aslp:( so we will have to shop without her. then we passed by this donut shop and it sells a large variety of cute and delicious donuts. then lay eng had a very gd and cool idea. she suggested buying 17 mini-donuts for hui zhen then we may also get to eat them cos hui zhen definitely cant finish 17. haha. damn funny. hui shan was supposed to walk faster with hui zhen and the 3 of us walked at the back and lagged more and more. then when they went into a bend, the 3 of us ran lyk crazy kids la. haha super funny. haha! then went to tt shop and bought 17. presented to hui zhen the donuts in a unique way too. haha.

then we shopped in ion:) lay eng left earlier. then we continued shopping and was amazed by some of the food downstairs. look super nice la. yum yum. then hui shan and hui zhen left after discussing whether to stay or leave. then me and sheng ling continued to tok. we went to the foodcourt and the funny thing is we dun wan buy anything to eat. we saw 2 cups on the table and put them in front of us. haha briliiant idea frm sheng ling! tok and tok and tok to her for damn long. it's lyk we tok so much today la. but stil haven rly finish toking. rly enjoyed toking to sheng ling. feel very comfortable with her:) she's very funny. haha.

today was super fun aft sch:) didnt expect myself to go out with cedarians whom i'm not very close to, somemore it's aft graduation. tot i would nv ever get to rly see cedarians but so cool going out with hui shan and hui zhen. dun rly know them well but we get along well still:) tt's how cedarians are:)

2009-08-04T22:57:00.001+08:00

this morning wanted to print EOM but realised no more black ink left in printer so i changed the font colour to dark grey but it was only after printing then i realised i forgot to change the colour of the pg no. at the bottom to grey too. so had to re-print. but at the end, i realised lines of table are black so my table had no lines since there was no black ink. wah.. this is seriously damn irritating so no choice, i had to bring it to sch to print.

during pw lesson went library wif kaiyun to ptint EOM. hah it has been a long time since i last went to the library so i even tot it was on the 3rd fllor when it's on the 4th! can see how 'hardworking' i am:)me and kaiyun are quite suagu cos we have nv printed stuff in the library before so we took some time to find out how to and were amazed by the software for printing. hah. but didnt hand in EOM in the end too cos realised i forgot to bring my source! wth. and i insisted on not printing out another one cos the one i had at home is highlighted and had notes at the side so hav to use it:( pw lesson was fun cos we chatted a lot. damn funny. our class was seriously lyk a marketplace. today during math also lyk tt. hah.

then aft pw lesson, realised i shld check out the econs remedial venue with one of those remedial classmates. saw yifei and called out to him. but he was super funny and comical can. first time see him so cute lyk tt! haha. called out for him, he turned back, saw it was me and started to run. dunno why also. maybe he tot i wanted to tell him smth abt pw. hah. he ran and i chased. he damn funny, kept looking back and ran with a cheeky smile on his face. wah i was lyk a loser trying to catch him la. chased him from 1st lvl of B block all the way till the staircase down to class bench. haha.

for econs remedial, miss tan left me out and tot i shldnt be there and kept chasing me off. she was not convinced tt i shld be there. sad. then i told her i had to be there cos i got super U. it was only till today before econs remedial strted then i realised how lousy my econs rly was. cos all those in tt remedial scored a lousy result due to lack of study but i studied so hard and even got lousier results than them:( haiz... must jiayou and dun give up! i must get an A lyk how my elective geog managed to get aft so many Bs and Cs last time. still got hope:)

yay this week is gonna be a short week:)

2009-07-27T23:38:00.001+08:00

today rly let my fringe down to sch for re-phototaking. made my fringe nice nice le then a female J1 who's also in charge of taking our photographs approached me and told me that i'd better pin up or use water to sweep my fringe aside cos it's touching the eyebrows! wth whose fringe nv touch eyebrows, is just that mine cover my forehead so it may look long but it's not! i tried to argue with her but she was quite stern and i was quite scared also actually then in the end no choice, i just anyhow swept it to the side and took the class photo. bet it must be damn ugly cos i nv even take a look in the mirror. i know my short fringe will make me look toot is i dun let it down straight. b4 that mrs lim still said boon hui dun worry ur fringe confirm pass cos i saw some ppl frm another class who had fringe that cmi and had to use hair spray. i wouldnt wan tt. haha. cos their hair looks quite fake. at first i was still excited abt buying both fun and serious shots photos cos my hairstyle will look diff so it'll be damn cool but now, i dun tink i will wan to buy the serious shot de:/ now i rly hate the girl who forced me to do smth to my hair! and dun understand y our sch so strict abt our hair.

today during bio make-up tut aft sch was damn funny. miss yang was also super nice cos though shaun and matthew got caught dozing off but she could still laugh abt it:) and dewei damn funny. miss yang gave us 5 min to look thru the ans scheme for our bio prac cos we had to re-do it at home but without our ans scheme. then dewei seriously damn clever, tot of taking pics down using his phone but actually i doubt the quality will be gd. then miss yang became super suspicious and asked dewei to stand up cos she saw dewei hiding something behind his butt. then dewei very comical, kepy wriggling his butt on the chair, trying to make the phone drop out of the chair b4 he stands up. and aft much effort, he rly did it! the phone dropped to the ground. haha but of course miss yang saw. but tink she didnt delete the photos away. haha. the way dewei did tt was rly damn entertaining. haha. clever.

and i tink i'm seriously going to die tonight. slept at abt 3am this morning aft trimming my hair. but it's lyk i trimmed for nth:( then now i just finished copying the math lecture notes. and i tink i will hav to take hours to understand the diff vector notes b4 i can strt on tut 6c. luckily only hav to do till ques 6. but i tink i will die doing them. then aft tt still hav to read genetics 1 notes cos tmr there's bio mock test but i heard it's only 1 ques. wah by the time i finish all these, morning liao. i wan to slp la. super tired. what mr cheong said to some of us today is rly true. college is rly trying to kill us. if we dun survive and try to balance well, our future will be gone too! hah. he's funny. i dun wan to be a LO53R! haha. mr cheong's creative idea:)

2009-07-27T01:19:00.005+08:00

met man ting at bus stop opp srjc then went dhoby ghaut to meet kai wen and anthia:) decided to eat at cafe cartel. yay long time nv eat nice nice food le. we went in and tok so much tt we only ordered food aft a long while. haha. luckily me and anthia more enthu on food or else we will foreva not order our meal. ate and tok damn a lot of gossips. damn fun:) and tt meal caused a hole in my wallet. $21.40. but delicious:)

cos me and man ting wanted to play the basketball game in the arcade, the both of us played one game of it:) but only manage to reach level 2:( my shooting skills rly suck. i wan to play basketball! then we went around to take pics. haha brave kai wen asked passers-by to help us take photos. there was this guy who seemed to be skilful and professional. he even asked us whether we wanted the photo to be landscape or portrait. haha we said "up to u.":) he even offered to help us take another one and took it diagonally if i'm not wrong. i almost burst out laughing as he took the pic. he's a rly comical person. haha. but he's rly nice lar.

then we went out to take photos. took many many pics. haha with kai wen running to us aft pressing the button on the camera. made her look tired and unglam in some of the photos. damn funny. haha. kai wen, dun press the button then dilly dally choose a nice spot and put the camera down then run to us! too slow la! haha. had a great time perspiring and laughing.

then went 7-11 to buy the little and mr smth cos kai wen said everyone has it so she jealous. anw none of us had it so each of us bought one. cool i didnt know there were 2 in each ball. haha kai wen damn funny, said she's damn happy to be able to possess one now:) we love it and cant wait to hang it:)

had a great time with the 3 of them but sad tt fiona and merri cant make it. it's lyk our first meeting aft more than 6 mths. damn sad. first time nv see each other for so long. we deciding if possible maybe go out aft ndp celebration on 7/8. but fiona just told me just now tt her lessons end at 6pm on fri so hope poly also has ndp celebration and ends early on tt day. miss fiona and merri a lot! feel rly comfortable with pri sch mates though nv see each other for so long:) love them so much! me and anthia decided to plan for our class gathering on our next meeting. we are rly curious abt how our pri sch mates are now. miss them lots.

just now received email frm chi society and realised 30th anniversary celebration is going to be held on 8/8. ah now i cant go malaysia with mum and bro to see my newborn niece. sad. rly cant wait to meet her:( nvm at least the anniversary celebration is still on:)

2009-07-23T11:04:00.006+08:00

7J doesnt hav to go to sch this few days due to the 2 h1N1 cases in our class. hope cheng yan and dewei and the rest of our sick classmates are recovering well:) thx to cheng yan and dewei tt our whole class is either sick or on leave of absence and only hav to be back in sch tmr:) though happy dun hav to go to sch but i've been slacking too much at home. tot i can complete much stuff these few days but seemed to hav overestimated myself cos i've only been slping, eating and watching tv. haiz.. shall catch up with my work when sch reopens for us.

went to trim my hair ytd. told the person i wan my fringe to slant to the side but she cut too short and in some way, it looked more lyk bangs than slant. i even repeated myself to the hairdresser tt i want slant and she still told me ya slant. but no matter what angle i see, it's straight leh. and too short now so i look super toot if i make my fringe sideways. then last nite zhiyi told me there is still phototaking on mon. walao shit la. i may hav to clip my fringe up for phototaking now:( if not i scared my fringe may be too long for the teacher's standard. sad.

checked my results on isp ytd. i'm quite ok with everything except for econs. seriously dunno how i managed to score such a low result. but aft seeing my classmates' results in the class mass convo, i realised how shitty my results are. lyk no matter how hard i work, i will nv reach their standard.. the thing i fear most now is when everyone strts discussing abt results. i will automatically become a mute. nvm i shall just strive hard to improve.

2009-07-16T23:56:00.006+08:00

down with fever now. measured temp just now and it's 38 degrees. yay so i not attending sch tmr! tmr's slackest day so gd to miss sch on fri:) and lin ying and vanessa down with fever too. tmr will hav at least 3 absentees. damn cool, lyk first time so many ppl sick at same time. hope they get well soon:)

2009-07-09T23:22:00.003+08:00

i tink i learned and understood the meaning of "人不为己，天诛地灭". though maybe not as serious, i finally see the true colours of Man. sometimes i really wonder, does it really pay to be the nice guy? why cant life be simple? Man are seriously scary creatures.

2009-07-06T23:31:00.003+08:00

met lin ying, xin ying and vanessa at tampines today. went ikea. super funny cos none of us knew how to go and we loitered ard for a while trying to see how to go. luckily nv go ask passenger service cos we saw the sign telling us where the shuttle bus is in the mrt station.

the furniture in ikea are super nice... next time must buy those and put them in my hse:) the lamps super nice and quite cheap. had fun there:)

then me, xin ying and lin ying decided to watch horror movie. so chose drag me to hell. yay wanted to watch tt long time ago cos heard tt it's very scary. van left then the 3 of us went to eat dinner b4 the movie strts. hah got durian fried rice. xin ying ordered tt then i ordered cheese baked rice wif chicken chop. then we shared. xin ying and i cant rly taste the durian though the rice is super nice but lin ying who doesnt lyk durian said tt the durian taste was damn strong. hah.

drag me to hell is nice. but damn gross and scary la. the graphics and sound effects are the ones which make the show so scary. the plot quite gd but ending quite sad. the 3 of us damn funny. at the beginning of the movie and we felt lyk leaving liao. haha. lin ying super funny la, covered her eyes with her extra shirt almost thruout whole show. i just covered my ears cos the sounds damn freaky. some parts rly super disgusting and scary tt i cant take it liao, then i shut my eyes damn tight. hah xin ying and lin ying screamed the most ba. we almost died aft finished watching the movie. legs went jelly alrdy. hah.

then just now overshot by one busstop when going home. so had to walk home. then as i was going to turn round a corner, i saw smth black on the floor and almost jumped up when i suddenly saw a person standing beside the bag. scare myself only. hah.

2009-07-06T00:06:00.005+08:00

damn shit, i grew 6 kg within abt 4 mths! super shocking. dun even noe how i managed to do tt. muz rly quickly lose all those fats. dun care, must regain my original weight which is already alot.

had daoju outing today. 9 ppl. 7 of us excluding cheryl and jocelyn went marina barrage. planned to go there to fulfil yuan han's wish of flying kite but in the end, she cant come cos leg pain. hope she recovers soon:) wanted to buy kite but the kite we saw was ex and in the end it began to rain. in the end tried to take a pic using self-timer. wanted to do jumpshot, but it was only aft tt then we realised cant even take jumpshots using self-timer! hah. how to know when to jump la. and it was super funny when the passers-by frm both sides stopped to allow us to take photo. haha. damn paiseh.

then went back to marina bay mrt. the taxi driver of the taxi which cheryl chen took couldnt find marina bay so cheryl went cityhall mrt straight to meet us. we wanted to go bugis eat steamboat:) then couldnt find cheryl at cityhall mrt station and the mrt came. called her and asked her board. but it's a bit too late, not all of us there managed to board in time so zhiyi got off the train. in the end i was the only one left and i purposely didnt alight cos i tot cheryl boarded the train frm another door so cant possibly leave her alone. but i was seriously shocked when i saw cheryl standing outside when the door shut. haiz.. so hav to wait for them at bugis station, alone.

the steamboat shop is so clean tt yi ning found a small cockroach in one of the covered trays. hah. our fire kept going out. the guy who came to fix it looks so fierce and scary la. hah and quite fun experimenting some food:) aft spending abt 3 hours on steamboat, went to play arcade. my aiming skills suck. but basketball is super fun! damn tempting. so tempted tt when the rest went to play spot the diff, me and cheryl went to change 2 tokens to play one game. yay cheryl is the best! heehee. but our results seriously damn shocking. hahahahahaha. cant stop laughing la. first time see such a 'high' score. dun tink anyone can beat us liao. hah.

yay and me and hee ai planned hao le, next time, soon, must go learn how to cycle tgt and play basketball. seriously miss playing bball. miss those days gin, huiyu, cheryl koh, jasmine, xiao jun and i played bball tgt at ppcc. damn shuang.

2009-07-04T00:34:00.005+08:00

liberation finally! ya now cant wait for results! though i know they wont turn out to be very good, it's still exciting to know my reults.

oh smth damn funny happened today. the female invigilator seemed so inexperienced and quite blur. hah. cos she was checking whether gcs were being resetted, then i was the first with a scientific calculator then she asked me to show her the resetting screen. i was shocked and asked her scientific calculator had a need to reset too? i told her dunnid but she said had to reset so ok, accomodate her. i took out a pen, uncap it and held my calculator up and poke my pen on the small reset button at the back and showed it to her tt i resetted. hah damn funny la. then yifei told her only gcs need then she finally realised-.- and she almost forgot to give out OAS until someone told her abt it.

exams over but still cant rly rest. i haven touch my gp hol booklet yet. dead lar. cant dun do since demerit points will be given-.- and still got eom. i haven even find my source yet lar. shit lar.

2009-06-26T11:26:00.003+08:00

learning is fun but when it becomes a chore, it's not anymore.

2009-06-10T22:21:00.005+08:00

the 3 words damn nice la! done by shen yang, me and yin kuan:)

ytd felt damn proud of ppl in daoju grp for hui qing prep. we completed the hui qing banner! woohoo! and cheryl, qiu quan, ho fai and i managed to do the gradient for the cloud. super nice la. haha. i hav always thought tt task was quite impossible to be done by ppl lyk me who have no experience in painting gradient. but we did it! yay!!! nice nice! i rly feel that it''s amazing to finish painting the banner cos when i first saw the design i tot it was quite a mission impossible for a grp of ppl who do not rly have artistic talent. felt quite worried for how the final product will look lyk. but now i realise a mission impossible can actually be made possible:) our next mission of drawing and painting the big tower is also a tedious task but having seen our banner, i can see hope. i know we can all do it tgt! jiayou!

had daoju outing just now. went orchard there to sing. thx to gek yong and yilin tt we found this cheap place to sing. but the attendance today a bit cmi. 11 out of 29 came:( nvm hope next time will be be more successful.

just now my parents said i grew fatter liao:( my arms getting more flabby. shit la. eat too much alrdy. haiz.. i almost cant button my pants this morning. seriously need to lose fats. must find some effective way.

2009-06-08T01:06:00.002+08:00

me and zhi yi attended the mini sports day thingy organised by hee ai's religious centre. we were supposed to take part in the 7-legged race portion. but due to the lack of runners, we had to be runners. the 3 of us and one nj girl were the 2nd runners. it was a relay and a total of 10 rounds around the park were to be run. for 2nd runners, we were supposed to run a straight path abt 100m long then balance a ping-pong ball on a plastic spoon and walk a short distance and pass it to the 3rd runner. me and zhi yi ran 3 rounds each. the feeling of running was damn shuang. i realised my stamina seriously dropped aft so many months of lack of exercise but no choice due to my spine. haiz.. i ran a short distance and wanted to give up already cos i was panting very hard. i miss running. it's damn shiok to run! but this shall be my last time running so fast le ba so cherished today's run. i tink i'm rly super weak now cos now i'm having muscleaches at the sides of my stomach.

the race was actually quite scary cos i saw everyone rly putting in their best to run, sprinting. we were quite freaked out. haha. and there was once i was too engrossed in toking and all of us forgot abt me having to run next when the 1st runner arrived. i only took off when we saw the 1st runner waiting there for a short while. i felt very guilty cos i saw a person frm another grp overtaking my grp as the 1st runner waited for me:( felt quite bad to let the 1st runner wait too cos he must hav felt hopeless when noone took the card frm him to continue cos he was panting hard and noone approached him. i'm rly sorry..

then aft tt there was a cheering comp where every grp had to go up to cheer their cheers. we were supposed to look dao cos they said it's called war cheer but i doubt anyone rly looked dao. ours was quite lame and zhi yi was quite reluctant to do some actions. haha. she rly cant bring herself to do them. haha. and zhi yi's shirt was full of colourful patches of face paint at the back cos we had to paint stuff on our right hand. and she would forget and unknowingly wipe her hand on her back. i was damn careful thruout the whole thing cos i was wearing i love hc shirt. no way am i going to let get dirty man! but in the end got a bit too.

overall, the race was super fun. rly enjoyed ourselves. thx hee ai:) it's fun to participate in external activities. the ppl there are super nice and frenly too:)

2009-06-05T22:35:00.003+08:00

took the same bus as dominic aft my maths lesson ytd. tok to him regarding my sucky results. and realised he's a nice fren. tot he only know how to suan ppl but he encouraged me a lot and even suggested better studying methods to me. thank him a lot for all the encouragement. yea wad sch were we frm? holy innocents' pri sch. obviously we can do it!:) he even said i look smarter than b4 now. great. haha.

then today went sch early to chiong 2 bio tut to prepare for bio remedial. only managed to complete 1 last night. damn stressed for bio remedial cos i nv finish reading all the notes:( my bio teacher is damn scary nowadays so must watch out.

dao ju xiao zu then carried out their mission of painting the chinese society's 30th anniversary celebration's (hui qing) banner. tink we completed quite a lot today and most effort thx to zhi yi:) she's rly good at gauging dist and sketching out the boxes. hehe. then shen yang completed the "昔" word, ying kuan the "记" word and me, finally the "游" word. rly feel damn proud of ourselves. must take pic with our words when the banner is put up:) i tink i rly damn pro la, cos i haven draw for ages liao and when i feel lyk drawing recently, dun even noe wad to draw cos i can draw nth! so very happy to be able to do the 游 word nicely:) hehe. damn shuang la. got sense of accomplishment!

then learnt hui wu(chinese society dance). very fun learning cos the steps are very funny. francis danced not bad leh:) but i rly dance idiot wor, cant rly rmb the dance steps. haha. the dance rly super funny and not modern la. but i tink suit ppl lyk me ba. this type of dance easier to learn ba, moves quite easy. but i had to leave halfway for bio remedial. damn sian..

first thing we got into class was to show my bio tutor the tut we completed. then i realised actually we had to complete 4 tut and not 3! i didnt noe the lipids suppplementory tut was also a tut la, cos she said redo the tut but the lipids tut we nv do b4 ma and i didnt noe got ans also for us to mark our paper. luckily she didnt throw me out of class. heng sia. and i was damn scared thruout the whole lesson just now cos the whole class was only filled with 6 students. only supposed to hav 4 but ryan asked for it and a guy frm 09S7K joined us. everyone was bombarded with ques. and she even prepared wksts for us to do like tests in class. luckily noe how to do the ques though i scored lyk lowest for every single one of them. and i felt lyk laughing during the remedial. dunno y. but had the urge to laugh. so when anyone answered a ques funnily, i would laugh a bit but controlled. i find many things damn funny though they were not. lin ying told me aft tt tt she also felt lyk laughing thruout the remedial. she said maybe is too tensed up. when bio remedial was over, the feeling i had was damn shuang. i could finally breathe in fresh air and felt damn relaxed now. but hav to prepare for next fri's remedial again soon. had to memorise the notes and copy out wadeva we hav memorised, if cant, then bye bye, there u go. cham la, must rly jiayou!:) but now, very shuang. hehe.

oh and must thank zhi yi lots for being so caring and thoughtful for buying strepsils for my sore throat:) it's my fav flavour la, honey lemon de. yay. got telepathy sia. haha.

2009-06-04T00:47:00.002+08:00

went to sch early to do hmwk today and ytd. but didnt accomplish much cos maths tut was the hmwk i was doing. i only managed to accomplish a few ques given the long number of hours i had. felt very stupid. haiz...

and just now when i was strting to continue doing my maths tut at home, i realised the last 2 and 1/2 ques which i did in sch was gone! ah!! had to re-do. damn sian la. and i realised my calculator, which had gone thru 4 yrs plus of hardship with me is missing too! for the last few days, i realised it was not in my pencilcase le but tot i left it on my study table. but just now strted to look for it on my desk then realised it was rly gone! so sad. got feelings le leh. haiz.. y i keep losing things la? hav to go buy a new one frm popular tmr and get the approved label frm office. so troublesome. my calculator.. my beloved calculator...

i haven read thru bio notes and do bio tut for fri's remedial. i'm so dead.. i confirm cant finish doing all these by fri. there're just too much. i gg liao... this holiday is lyk so screwed. no time to study de la..

2009-06-02T00:19:00.004+08:00

today told me mum how badly i'm faring in sch for the first time. her reaction was calm. haha. good. but makes me feel guilty too. as i was hopping around telling her excitedly, my cute, nice and innocent mummy suddenly asked whether it's too late to change sch now. i got a shock. didnt expect her to say that. i was lyk "no, siao ah. tt's so embarrassing. now still not confirmed will get retained wad. just do my best now, if end of year get retained then try to change to anderson jc if possible." then she strted to nag tt i was the one who chose this sch and said if last time go ajc then everything wont be so bad now. but luckily she was not fierce at all. i tink her expectations for me not that high liao and temper not as bad liao cos maybe as time passes, the older she gets, the less energy she has to bother and scold about such stuff le ba.

this hols didnt turn out to be as free as i had expected. everything seems to be filling my holidays up. almost no time to study properly. haiz.. rly hav to jiayou liao! cant give up now! i must not let my parents have a chance to meet my teacher, Principal or VP!

2009-05-31T16:15:00.003+08:00

yesterday morning went back to school to 清理会所. the 会所 was seriously super dirty and messy and packed with not much passageway before cleaning up. but after everyone's hard work, we did it! we could finally see the floor in the 会所. yay! it looks so much cleaner and neater now:) felt a sense of satisfaction and felt so proud of everyone=)

(nice nice :])

ytd me and cheryl managed to do armed drills too cos there were two npcc type of rifles in the 会所:) yay damn fun and shuang to do armed drills again. next time i go 会所, must try to do drills again. and our lunch ytd was free. the teachers suddenly became so generous liao:) and they even sent contractors to beautify our 会所:) good good.

the feeling of carrying so much stuff and walking such a long route to throw rubbish was quite shuang cos seldom have the chance to do all these and also in getting urself so dirty and sweaty at the end of the day. my whole body was aching like shit strting frm abt lunchtime. head was so heavy and giddy la. for the first time in my life, i felt so sick and tot i was dying very soon. walked a short distance and my back and legs were going to break soon. legs were trembling when climbing steps. last night, i almost cant make it home after i alighted frm the bus. almost died halfway when climbing the overhead bridge. wanted to just sit on the overhead bridge but seeing my house was just tt near and i rly miss my bed, i dragged my super heavy bag and tired out body to continue walking.

yay rly feel so happy that 会所 looks so clean and tidy now:) first time in my life i see it being so pretty man.

2009-05-20T21:01:00.002+08:00

ytd was such a depressing day. felt super super depressed and emo at the end of ytd. got back gp and bio papers. failed. very badly. haiz... i've done my best but still no use. i dunno how i'm going to survive thru my 2 yrs(hope it wouldnt be more than tt) in hci. feeling inferior and stupid. the sadness and emo-ness in me must be accumulative and ytd finally, i couldnt take the blow. it was seriously too hard for me to take. nv in my life had i felt so xin ku before. the loneliness, the inferiority, the sadness... i've nv felt all that in cedar before.. i dun wan to be called a slacker anymore and i dun wan to be one. i hate slackers. teng boon hui, tell urself to stop slping so much! jiayou, i'm sure you can do it!!!

tot everything will be ok by today. but this morning, reached sch early and strted to play the game in my phone but as i play, i felt lyk crying again. hai.. going to get depression very soon if i continue to be lyk tt. wasnt even looking for combined sports meet(csm) [keeps reminding me of company sergeant major la] anymore. and in the end it was rly smth that was not worth looking forward to.

the csm was so screwed. there were so many ppl walking around. no sch spirit at all, unlike cedar. we cheered lyk mad last time and 'decorated' ourselves colourfully. ah.. miss those days:( in the end, i ended up walking so much with a few daoju mates and lastly, even dig out my chem notes to read. mugging during csm??!! haiz.. this is how boring the whole thing was..

luckily, my day turned for the better later in the afternn. me and yi fei, vanessa, lin ying and yit khai were supposed to discuss gpp after lunch. they suggested going to a classroom to discuss, cos got aircon:) luckily we found one tt was not locked -- A207. claudia, xin ying and jocelyn joined us too. yit khai plugged in his mp3 and we began to get quite high singing:)

it was so fun singing and getting high lyk nobody's business in an empty classroom and a quite empty sch la. hope will hav more of this next time. that rly changed my mood abt by 270 degrees:) i'm determined to memorise the lyrics of at least 2 songs so i can sing to myself without looking at lyrics (i just cant memorise lyrics la-.-)

yay and today, yuan han, gek yong, vanessa, rou ying and i decided to plan a daoju outing at partyworld during june hols. i'm so looking forward to it!=D

2009-05-14T23:12:00.004+08:00

tues morning was an eventful morning. woke up in the morning, realising i haven pack my file, so just took another file and put the notes and wksts i need for tt day and left home liao. when i was at my second busstop, i rmbed tt my chi society exco election form was in my file! but i didnt bother to go home cos i can either just not run or go sch take a form frm zhi yi since she has extra and i also hav the photo ma, so can paste it in sch. then 74 came and i boarded the bus. but once i boarded 74, i rmbed tt shit, yit khai's bike hike form which he asked me to help him print was in my file also, with my election form! and the deadline for bike hike was tt day. it's not my stuff so no matter what i know i had to get it, so i had to alight. but if i go home and take, i would be very late for sch. so i had to call my mum to help me bring the forms for me. felt so guilty... and as i waited for my mum, 3 stupid 74 buses passed. it was lyk only a few min and so many had passed. i knew i would be abit late for sch when i boarded 74.. and when i reached sch, i ran a bit but too late, nartional anthem strted. then aft tt, i still tot my name was not noted but i realised the teacher near the class bench would actually confiscate the ez-link cards of late-comers-.- i could only take my card back aft sch, so i was identity-less tt day. worse still, i tot u hav to be late thrice b4 u get 1 demerit point but in the end, it was late once, 1 demerit point. so sad. i wanted a clean record for the whole yr!:(

then today, chi society exco interview. 9 juniors with 7 seniors. i screwed up la. for the self-intro part, already screw up liao. haven calm myself down. i strted laughing when i tok la. i laughed partly cos my voice was trembling. i almost wanted to give up halfway liao. felt lyk withdrawing frm the election cos there're many ppl running for that post so actually chances quite low but nvm la, just try for it for experience and prepare for pw and to hav no regrets:) and as usual, i forgot to say lots of stuff. it was only aft i finished speaking then i strted to think deeper down and realise i still had more to say but forgot. haiz.. aft my interview, i rly scared for my self-intro speech on sat's election liao cos i seriously hav stage fright. today interview only and i was dying liao, wad's more, on sat, so many ppl la. gg liao. going to make a fool out of myself. nvm shall encourage myself! jiayou! just get over the speech part and everything will be fine! i dun ask for more. but there were already bad omens liao. on sun when i tried to print the form, i realised my printer was not working and i rly tot wow, bad omen telling me not to run for huo2 dong4 ce4 hua4. but in the end, my dad fixed it. it didnt work cos wire not connected properly-.- then tues nv bring form at first, so another bad omen trying to stop me. haiz.. then today interview gg too. luckily got zhi yi and yit khai same slot as me or else i surely giv up halfway de. i would feel so hopeless and scared la. i rly thank them for their encouragement:)

oh and went back cedar ytd cos cadets' pop. bravo '08 is now becoming specialists liao. my part bs! miss them so much. feel so proud of them when i see them taking over. i felt so happy for them:) it's lyk so fast, me and cheryl chen felt tt we are so old liao. but quite sad, ytd only me, huiyu, zhao ming, cheryl chen and fiona went back. i hope my cadets will be gd specialists. i know they will=D jiayou! i rly miss ncc alot and now thinking back, i realise i am what i am now because of ncc. it had rly moulded me into a better person. but becos off ncc, i tink sometimes i tink and look at things in a diff way frm others but i tink all ug ppl are lyk me ba.

2009-05-07T00:40:00.002+08:00

went to Basic Military Training Centre(BMTC) at Pulau Tekong today. i rly seriously love tt place la, partly due to my deep love for ncc. after joining ncc, i tink i become more interested in this type of NS stuff.

we watched a video on the soldiers' lives there. and the 2nd lieutenant also tok abt his experience. it's rly interesting. and it's super funny and amazing to see the guys shave their heads in the video. i didnt know the guys have to shave their heads COMPLETELY! so excited to see the guys i know having their heads shaved. haha. shaun is damn traumatised by this la. haha super funny. their training seems interesting and fun though streneous.

but the main point is, we got to try out IMT today! woohoo! yit khai reminded me tt it had been lyk 1 plus yr since we last shot. tt's y i was damn excited over it. the feeling of holding M16 is damn shuang. i rly miss the feeling. i nv cherish shooting much last time and now i'm missing it lyk crazy. i enjoyed cocking the rifle, ease springing it and taking out and tapping in the magazine. omg the feeling's damn shuang... ah!!! damn shiok! but sad, it's my last time shooting. and i felt the sense of satisfaction when i taught my classmates the way to aim and shoot. it's lyk seeing them learning and enjoying themselves, i felt damn satisfied. and it was my first time seeing Figure 12 to be so big. haha.

today's trip to BMTC reminded me of my days in NCC. i suddenly strted to miss all the things i didnt know i would miss last time, such as IFC, IMT, camps, marching, etc. i miss NCC. i had the urge to join NS but it's a bit siao so i tink i'd better not try such things. ppl were saying i can take the SAF scholarship la. haha. but i tink NS will rly be a process which is unforgettable, lyk NCC. i seriously miss it so much! ah!!! today was rly damn shuang. yay luckily my class got to go there. haiz.. sad, cheryl's class didnt get to go.

2009-05-02T00:41:00.002+08:00

yay dao ju outing ytd! quite fun though attendance not very very gd:( but cant rly blame the others la, they hav their reasons.

went bowling first. wow dao ju ppl are pros at bowling. so many strikes everywhere but none belonged to mine:( then after tt went to eat subway. sian.. i cant rly taste all the nice food i ate today. i bought one melon ice-cream today cos i tot it is quite rare to find melon flavour ice-cream but when i strted eating, i realised i cant taste it. ah!!! subway also lyk tt. then the burger king hershey sundae pie also lyk tt. i missed the taste of all the nice food i ate today! then after tt, progressed on. me and zhi yi called out to the rest tt the bicycle rental shop was in another direction but none followed us except for yuan han. the 3 of us continued walking. we decided to go to the toilet. we walked for a long dist b4 we saw the toilet. noone called us so we tot we were insignificant ppl:( we decided to rent bikes then, then try to turn back to find them. they only called us after a long long time. they said they tot we went to the toilet so they didnt follow us -.- actually, i was quite bu shuang with them but aft cycling, my spirits got high again.

we cycled to changi and so we spent 4 hours cycling. me and zhi yi shared a double bike. it's damn fun cycling on a double bike. cos can talk and talk and talk and chat and chat and chat to ur partner:) but our bike a bit lousy, the chain dropped out 3 times, i tink. then zhi yi's hands turned black aft repairing it. thx zhi yi:) my thighs aching lyk mad now la. i touch them and they hurt liao. nvm, my thigh will become thinner then:) yay! it's rly super fun cycling today:) we took lots of photos on the beach too. super fun and funny:)

and ytd was maam sarah's birthday! happy birthday maam! me and cheryl walked a long way to her chalet with a hershey sundae pie. and on the pie was a straw. it was cheryl chen's idea. i just hav to say she is damn clever and fast ytd. haha. and cheryl and i found out tt we rly had telepathy. then we became super high. haha. and strted jumping ard in burger king. we sort of discovered ppl staring at us and felt so paiseh so we ran out. haha. damn funny. but the 4 yrs of plt mateship was rly not for nth.

haiz... later still hav to go to sch for bio make-up lecture. then aft tt still hav to do econs ilp ppt with grp. then later hav to faster copy zhi yi's notes cos must return her when i see her in sch later. sian... everything also later. haiz...

2009-04-29T22:06:00.008+08:00

sunday marks the end of 黄城夜韵2009. our 3 months of hardwork had really paid off. we had rly made miracles! our performance was a success! yay!

but it's quite sad now that everything's over.. no goal in my life. i miss doing 道具. i can still rmb how much i dreaded going for 黄城 last time as i had not many frens there and it was quite a waste of time but gradually, i became more and more enthu abt making props and becoming more and more committed to it. it's lyk my job. and now, i feel as if i'm a jobless person. haiz.. i miss 开工-ing with the rest at the amphi, talking and laughing and singing tgt everyday till late hours at nite. though it was tiring, it was a rly great experience. i miss 道具组! i know we will nv ever hav a chance to get tgt as one to do props anymore.. and we cant sing 一首华初的歌tgt as one anymore. so sad:'( i miss all the props we had done. almost all of them are gone by now. sad. luckily me and zhi yi managed to save our men kuang:) and even took photos with them though they were already a bit wounded. i seriously miss everyone, everything, the feeling and the sense of satisfaction u get when u see more and more props being done. i hav nv thought tt i would love 黄城道具so much until recently, when i see the amount of hard work and sweat everyone is putting in and all of us working as one. it's rly a rare scene in the past so i felt rly glad tt everyone actually turned up to help everyday. and i miss the fridays and saturdays when the few of us (zhi yi, cheryl, yuan han, yi ning and i) had grp reflections and went adam food centre in the middle of the night after 散会. i miss the ice-kachang there. and all the gossips we talked abt there. haha. i tink we are the only few ppl who still dun go home after work and can still hav the energy to eat supper:) i love us! i love 道具2009! i love 黄城夜韵2009! <333>

i rly enjoyed my 4 days at vt. how i wished time can stay there foreva...

(3 lazy and tired pigs sleeping while working -.-)

(it's almost 5 in the morning! only zhi yi and i made it! yay!!!)

2009-04-12T20:48:00.003+08:00

just realised it has rly been a long time since i last posted. i've been rly busy nowadays due to huang cheng. leave sch at abt 10 or later at times almost everyday. i even reached home at almost 1a.m. this morning cos 道具组 stopped work late and we went KAP after that. i tink i'm rly a sua gu cos though i hav become a hwa chongian for lyk almost 3 months, ytd was the first time i went to KAP. my og and ct have never gone there before, so haiz...

i felt rly glad and satisfied seeing almost the whole of 道具组 willing to stay back till so late tgt and even willing to go out aft that:) that was our first time and i hope it would not be our last one. i'm sure 黄城夜韵2009 will turn out to be a successful one and i believe our efforts will definitely pay off. i'm rly going to give it my all no matter how tired i am now. we only have a few more days to go and i know we can endure thru it all tgt! and i'm rly glad to hav great frens lyk zhi yi, yi ning, yuan han and cheryl chen in 黄城, always sloughing till late hours and still going out to eat aft on fridays and saturdays no matter how late it is:)it had been quite exciting last week to be worrying twice whether i will catch my last bus. let's all work tgt and produce good results for this year and not make our first 黄城 a regret for all of us. JIAYOU! WE WILL DEFINITELY CREATE MIRACLES!

2009-03-26T23:57:00.004+08:00

went heeren with lin ying today to do cip. we each had a free t-shirt cos we were supposed to wear the shirt that is being sold. i wore the purple one and lin ying the black one. we quite enjoyed ourselves there. we were supposed to sell badges and t-shirts. but i tink me and lin ying talked more than we worked. haha. but it's not our fault, many people didnt want to buy and some siamed after seeing us. i tink the 2 seniors and another pair of j1s did better:) it was a bit tiring and boring cos me and lin ying went out of topics to talk about. but after dinner, we got super high and talked a lot. we laughed so much la. lin ying is damn funny. and i love her imagination. i love talking to her about random stuff:D haha. and we saw a weird tall guy dressed weirdly in the mall. all of us laughed lyk mad. my whole stomach muscle was hurting and my face was burning. lin ying's ears were hot too. one of the j1s was really pro cos she managed to control her laughter and asked the guy whether he wanted to buy anything from us. but she told us he said, "sorry." weird la.

and today after sch, i went bookshop to buy milky bar cos i cant resist my urge of eating choco. and the aunty said today would be her last day selling choco and sweets in the bookshop cos she's banned frm selling these cos the drink stall vendor frm the canteen went to complain abt her selling these. wth la. this is so depressing. i would have no more milky bar, crunch and milo bar to eat anymore! and the sour sweets! and cos of this, i bought one more milo bar in addition to the milky bar. i was rly crazy today to be eating 2 milo bars and one milky bar cos i ate one milo during break already. i tink i will grow fat lor. but dun care le for the sake of choco:)

2009-03-24T23:28:00.002+08:00

today was such a perfect day other than not getting to see D and O. i enjoyed my day so much. i laughed so much today.

got back GP test today. before that, i was still having some hope that i will pass. there were only 10 who passed. highest 29, lowest 17. when i heard 17, i was lyk "oh not bad.. cos the top and bottom are not too far apart:) " but i still had hopes that i will be the lucky one. as the chances of passing got slimmer as miss kim announced more and more ppl who hav done well, i know i wont be so lucky but i still kept assuring myself. but my hopes were totally shattered when miss kim said that there were 2 ppl (yit khai and me) who did ques 4 (the ques i did) and both failed. haiz.. but i wasnt damn sad as, to me, 17 was ok already.

and something funny and embarrassing happened to me and shaun today during GP lesson. i cant stop laughing la. haha. during GP, i was sitting on the chair with 2 legs on the ground only (it's my habit :D) and shaun was sitting behind me. and all of a sudden, i heard "BAM". i thought the sound came from the back and i saw shaun falling onto the ground right on the butt. his posture then was super funny. haha. and i tink i actually didnt rly realise that my chair was on the ground also until lyk a sec later, i realised my left hand was on the table and i was squatting on the ground and not sitting on my chair! then i quickly got back into my seat but cant help laughing. i was glad that i actually supported myself with my left hand when seated or else i would be lyk shaun, falling onto the ground so awkwardly. haha. but both of us really didnt know exactly what happened cos everything was too sudden. i think shaun said his chair was not rly off the ground, tt's y he dun understand y he fell. and he said next time cant sit behind me anymore:p i felt tt it was weird too and cos i tot i only heard one "BAM". it's so weird cos 2 chairs cant possibly land on the ground at the same time.. the classroom must be haunted, man. so freaky la. xin ying told me in the afternoon that when she heard the "BAM", she turned back and saw 2 ppl missing. haha. the way she said it was damn funny. and matthew told me on msn that he termed it as "simultaneous fall-down". haha. so rare leh:)

after sch, went PS with lin ying and xin ying. main aim was to go action city to buy the red apple soft toy which is rly rly cute. the 3 of us were like in a market choosing then nicer apples and arranging them out. haha. we helped wan chu, vanessa and kai yun buy too and we are using it as our clique item. haha. so cool. then ate lunch there. and proceed to vivo city after that. went chamelon to buy hairties. diff colour hairties. my clique was going to carry out my plan, which is to tie hairties of different colours everyday and with all of us having the same colour everyday. i tink that's so cool too:) yay we are the coolest ppl on earth now! haha. then went vivo roof after that. we talked and talked and took funny pics.

the 3 of us decided that all of us shld name our red apple soft toy:) lin ying's one is called jojo and i decided on yoyo cos everytime i see it i feel lyk saying yoyo. haha. xin ying's one still not decided. i shall see what the rest are naming theirs tomorrow:)

oh and tmr, wan chu and kai yun are treating us to Island Creamery. yay! cos before that the 5 of us were saying before GP that the 2 ppl who score highest among us will treat the rest of the 3 to Island Creamery cos we rly want to go there. kai yun is the only one in our clique who has gone before and she's going to show the 4 suagus around tmr:) yay! yum yum i cant wait to eat the ice-cream!

yay! tmr no sch cos it's founder's day for hci. but athena doing faculty cip:) hope it would be fun doing the souvenirs.

2009-03-23T23:10:00.003+08:00

ahh... xiao jun is making me emo now... talking to her on msn and she reminded me of days in cedar. i rly hate my life now. and i hate how life is like. y cant we always make new frens and stay with old close frens all the time thruout our life? y must there be separation and pain? haiz... life is unfair at times..

this was wad xiao jun said:

and I miss NCC
I miss how crazy we were!
I miss the stoopid Gin's laughter
I miss going down for recess together!
I miss taking 107 together and buying bubble tea and getting very nervous if the bus comes!
then we'll be like.. " kuai dian, aunty. Bus yao lai le! "
and I miss eating french fries
):
French fries no longer tastes the same...

i totally agree with her. i would never ever taste such salty french fries anymore.. i rly miss gin's loud loud thunderous laughter which can make everyone laugh. we miss wearing cedar uniform now. i miss fanning myself with the tie.. i really miss NCC, the times we did drills and kena scoldings tgt, perspired and smelled tgt (i still rmb maam apriani asking us whether we can smell ourselves and i even answered no cos we are in the plt, so we cant smell ourselves. haha. but it's rly true.) and i miss commanding and doing flag-raising:'( we will never ever do this tgt again. everything is different now.. i will never get to see my close frens everyday ever again.

i'm strting to emo again.. this is my dunno what time emoing this yr. i'm still stuck in my past. but i dun wish to come out of it too..

2009-03-23T21:33:00.003+08:00

oh yay, lin ying enlightened me that this week is such an exciting week. yay! there is no huang cheng today and tmr:D heehee. me and lin ying were slacking around after sch today. it reminded me of my days in cedar where sch life was not hectic lyk now:( yay going vivo city with lin ying tmr to buy stuff, impt stuff, stuff which makes us feel damn excited now. hope we will manage to buy them then:) looking forward to tmr! then wed no sch. only athena cip, so another fun day cos no nid study. woohoo! we are missing so many lessons this week la. yes! thurs doing chalk cip at heeren so not going huang cheng..

lin ying, dun be depressed anymore k? though times are really hard for us now and there are many things we are not pleased of, we shall endure to the end together. these 2 years will definitely be fun for us cos at least we still have each other:D i'm really glad to have you in my class, or else i think my life will be more miserable. we must jiayou k!

2009-03-20T21:16:00.004+08:00

yesterday, went to lin li's house for class gathering. i didnt expect it to be that fun as i thought it would be a sian one since so many people are arriving late or not going as they are too busy. but lin li had this super fun game in her house which all of us enjoyed playing. it's GUITAR HERO. it's super fun but i was quite lousy at it. haha. we even went downstars to play some games and talk. and i love lin li's house. there are so many types of cookies in her house:) her lovely mum even bought 2 packets of chips when she returned home quite late last night. as many people had left, so a few of us got to enjoy the snacks. yum yum :p i really felt that our class seemed like a big family. though it had been a long time since we last met, the feeling was still there:) i will miss them. i love 4H. and thanks lin li for letting us use your house! i know you were super tired out by this gathering. i promise we wont have the rest of our gatherings at your house anymore:)

and yes! today met lin ying and xin ying at AMK hub to sing kbox. had lunch first. the grilled fish set which lin ying suggested to us is delicious:) and we had fun during kbox. i thought it would be quite sian as there were only the 3 of us but cause no choice, the rest cant make it and me and lin ying cant control our urge to sing anymore so we had to go today. but i was totally wrong! we zi-high and even got up to try to dance during the 3-7-20-1 song. but we forgot most of the steps already. haha. we laughed so much today. it was super fun! lin ying's voice is super nice. she can sing damn well:) saw gin, gin's sis, aijia and yvonne at kbox too. they went there after hockey training. i saw aijia and yvonne as the both of them walked past our room. they asked me to go surprise gin. so i went to their room and saw gin singing. gin didnt stop singing so i started singing with her. haha.

and i think i'm so dead. i wanted to complete a lot of stuff this holiday but i seemed to be slacking through my holiday:( i am so pissed with myself. ah!! i wanted to understand all the notes after completing my homework but now, i havent even complete half of my homework yet..

2009-03-18T21:38:00.003+08:00

in the end, i didnt go swimming yesterday morning. i managed to wake up at the end of my third alarm but heaven was not on my side.. it was raining. but i am determined to go swimming this week. i'm going to go swimming on a regular basis from now on. MUST! i'm going swimming in the morning tomorrow, before 4H gathering:)

2009-03-17T00:37:00.002+08:00

went back cedar for CO Night just now. met many of my platoon mates and i really miss them.

we went to the general office to collect our o level cert but the staff said that the certs are not ready yet and we have to collect it at our jc. this is so weird cause other sch people have been informed to go back to their school to collect their cert.

watched the cadets' performance. it's not bad given the time they were given to plan and rehearse their item. i miss being a cadet. i miss attending camps. now that i'm in chinese society (omg i dont even know why i choose this. it's seriously not my type. haiz.. all because of my spine problem or else i would have joined oac or canoeing or floorball.) and recreational badminton, i dont even think i will have the opportunity to attend overnight camps. haiz.. i miss the feeling of camps. hearing my plt mates said so much about hockey today makes me have the urge to play floorball too. ah!! i want to join a sport cca too!

oh and i had so much fun playing gei3 wo3 tempo ready go with gin and i wen. i miss playing this since after orientation. it was a game which i thought people like me who cant concentrate on doing 2 things at one go can play. but i managed to play it still :D the 3 of us were the only high ones playing this game. gin was so funny, she even said "boon hui, 100". haha that was funny. we enjoyed ourselves.

a few of us went to PP macs after leaving school. ate supper and talked about jc life.

i want to go swimming tomorrow morning and i hope i can wake up, given that i'm still awake at 1a.m. now. i wanted to go on sunday but didnt manage to wake up earlier enough. i must go swimming to keep myself fit and tanned. i cant stand not doing sports!

2009-03-15T21:12:00.003+08:00

i was supposed to meet lin ying at orchard mrt station yesterday but so qiao, we met on the train. haha. lin ying was supposed to buy several things yesterday but bought none. we walked from one end of orchard to the other end and then to PS. in the end, we decided to go to school earlier for talentime since the trip was already not a fruitful one.

went to school early and saw yit khai there already. we ate the dinner we da-baoed there. and a senior from our senior class was funny as he doesnt even know me and lin ying were from his junior class. he asked yit khai but in the end, we started acting that we are not hwa chongians. haha. then went coro to buy bubble tea cause yit khai didnt eat dinner.

and yesterday to our surprise, me and lin ying saw someone whom we thought wouldnt attend talentime. our mood brightened up:)

the performers were ok, not as good as i had expected them to be. but some have really good voices. and i'm glad Oral Participation got first for vocal group:) their performance was truly a cool, funny and entertaining one. i love it so much!

and i only discovered that talentime is a once in 2 years event.. lin ying and i are super depressed by this as we were already prepared to sign up for talentime next year. ah.. our dreams are shattered. had we know that outsiders from other schools are also allowed to participate, i would have dragged gin to come. she's so high and wont feel shy at all in front of the audience. me and lin ying felt shy about participating at first but now, we want to join but no more chance. sian. luckily we went to watch it yesterday or else we would have missed this great event in our jc life! there should be more of this event in hwa chong to showcase the students' hidden talents.

oh and yesterday it was already super late when me and lin ying boarded 74. we were so scared that we wont have bus to go home cause it was too late. i waited so long at the second bus stop and luckily 132 came:) i was relieved. but lin ying was worse than me. she waited so long for her 93 that even i felt so worried for her. luckily she managed to board a 93 bus after a super long wait.

2009-03-13T19:35:00.002+08:00

yay it's holidays! finally. i feel so free now. i'm going to slack today after so many weeks of hectic lessons! woohoo! going to get to see sec sch frens soon. and going kbox with lin ying they all soon! yay! it has been a long time since i went kbox:) i want to sing! lalalala...

and seriously i was quite pissed off again by the way they s***y for t**ts. it's ridiculous. i shall not be influenced by them.

oh yay tmr's talentime! me and lin ying are excited about it:)

oh and i love ATHENA!!!

2009-03-12T21:37:00.004+08:00

oh and in a depressed state, i miss my close friends so much. i feel like pouring out all my troubles to them. i miss them. ah... am i the only loser who still misses her friends so much after so many weeks of jc life?

i really miss the days we walked out together after school. attended parades together as one platoon. sang the school song as a school. ate together and chit-chat and laugh like crazy people. studied in the same classroom together... there's no more chance of any of this anymore. we are all in separate schools now. none of this will come true now. i really miss those days. i cant wait for holidays when we can meet up together again:)

2009-03-12T21:21:00.002+08:00

i felt super damn depressed today after receiving my maths lecture test back. though i expected to fail but the sad feeling still comes when i see my pathetic result. i flunked it, seriously flunked it. i think i have never or maybe most once or twice failed maths throughout my entire life. and sad to say,the test is counted! hope i dont fail anymore maths test or else i'm really to be super dead as i have to rely on my maths to be promoted to j2.

the worst came when i received my econs test. actually i am one with low expectations at subjects which i have no confidence in and somemore econs is a new subject. the results i got was ok to me and i felt fine. but i realised people scored well for econs and i felt so demoralised again. wow. received 2 big blows today. i'm going to break down very soon.

today's bio test was screwed too. it was only 15 min and i had to rush through the paper. i didnt manage to finish it as my brain blanked out when time was running out and i even almost forgot the important stuff which i was busy memorising before the test. and i was glad i slept yesterday or else it was really not worth it to work so hard last night and forget everything today. i slept about 3h last night:) not bad. better than expected. and i drank instant coffee last night to keep myself awake. and i had to brew the coffee so secretly to not let my parents discover or else they would start nagging again about me drinking coffee in the middle of the night.

still have to go study for gp later on. hope i can pass but i think chances are low. never mind, jiayou!!!

2009-03-11T19:00:00.004+08:00

today was cross country a.k.a walkaton. haha. lin ying, xin ying and i wanted to just walk throughout the whole route or walk halfway and turn back as we are sick. but we were so proud of ourselves a we managed to walk about 3/4 and jog about 1/4 of the route. we finished it and we were not the last! we were one of the first walking girls to reach the finishing line:) we dont feel tired at all. so fun. we even hoped that there will be more cross countries. maybe have on next week. haha. claudia and elizabeth were pro-er. they were sick too but they jogged throughout the thing and claudia clinched 8th and elizabeth 9th for the girls' mass run. *claps* To think we still didnt trust claudia when she said she going to take prize cause we thought they were always behind us. haha. and i dont know how claudia is going to face her mum cause her mum dont allow her to jog at all as she is sick. she was trying to give away her trophy. haha.

yay! we got to take a photo with the trophies:) (and i think i look bald)

today was such a nice day. ended school at 11a.m. and after that, i was slacking with lin ying all the way. we sat down at the edge of the class bench area and talk. i love talking to lin ying. we just talk random stuff:) we watched the guys play chapteh. hc guys love playing that and i dont know why. i have always thought chapteh is a game of luck, you kick it means that you are lucky. but today, i observed that the guys can really play damn well. they have mastered the skill of playing chapteh. it's fun watching people play chapteh:) they make me have the urge to learn how to play too but i dont see girls playing. i really think i should cherish the days when we have the chance to loiter around the school and talk about random topics. i feel so carefree. i dont like to mug in school. i cant concentrate. luckily i have lin ying who doesnt like studying in school too:) so when we are free, we can slack together and watch people mug:)

and it's really amusing to have people almost not being able to recognise me just because i wore a hairband today to keep my fringe up so it wont get sweaty due to cross country. it's just a hairband, i didnt do plastic surgery what. so weird of them.

OH and i seem to be really lagging behind in my school work already. i thought i was the only one but olivia also said she cant too. how? i feel so dumb in hwa chong. everyone there is so clever. today during chem tutorial, when my teacher was going through the tutorial and she asked if anyone needed her to explain one of the questions but no one raised their hand. i had the urge to raise cause my answer was only half-complete. but no one else raised so that means they know how to do. i felt like a loser. almost all my answers were half-complete cause i really dont know how to do. luckily my teacher was nice enough to briefly go through. i was super relieved. i'm super lagging behind in chem. other subjects are not anywhere better too. haiz... feel so stressed during tutorials all the time. feel more stressed that my class seem so clever. the thing me and lin ying were most unhappy about is that the ip students have learned some stuff which we have not learned before. e.g. fluid mosaic model for bio, some of the atomic structure for chem and translation of graphs for math. ahhh... i really cant take it. they would have had the foundation already,unlike us:(

i'm worried for my gp test on friday. even olivia who can write better than me didnt do well for the test, then what about me, whose english is not proficient at all and vocab so limited. i'mso dead. and tonight, i have to study damn hard for bio. havent really started and my rate of studying is like super duper slow. i think i dont have to sleep tonight, i dont have the time to:( hope i wont see plunge into my bed when i see it while studying. no matter what, i must finish studying bio. the test is only 15 min lah but we have to study so much for it! wth. cant stand it.

2009-03-09T22:05:00.003+08:00

i was really blur today. i thought maths lecture test is tomorrow so i thought i had the time to slowly study yesterday and tonight. but today, after morning assembly, i heard my classmate saying it's maths lecture test now and i really got a shock. fortunately i studied a bit yesterday and on the bus, cause i was too free and i only had the last bit left. so i quickly looked through. no wonder ryan was so hardworking, studying maths on a sunday night, cause i know he's those last minute type of people. but the test was seriously damn screwed. out of the four questions, i already got 2 completely wrong, 1 careless, 1 dont know how to do. and the other 2, incomplete too. so shitty la.

then during break, lin ying they all were trying to drag my time in the toilet and stuff but their acting skills are like.. haha.. not that good. i had to act along with them, as if i dont know anything about my birthday cake in the canteen. i thought i would be celebrating it with the rest of the march babies but to my surprise, the cake belongs to me only. a bit paiseh la. and claudia said i am the first person she had seen blowing off all the candles with one breath, i didnt even realise that. oh and the cake dewei bought tasted a bit like nail polish remover but others said it tasted like liquor. haha. and i miss the cedar style of birthday song. my class sang the english and mandarin version but no lala version in the end. but lin ying sang for me so i was still quite satisfied le:) thank you 09S7J!

the present lay eng bought me was green, i realised after i reached home. and the letter she gave me is green too:) and what does it stand for? ATHENA! yay! she knows me well:)

oh and just now at huang cheng, i was zi-highing. and me and vanessa thought of a zhao pai dong zuo for our class. the action has a bit link to our athena fac dance. and i think the action is super cool and funny. i love it:)

2009-03-01T20:51:00.003+08:00

Post Orientation Party last friday was super duper fun! i really enjoyed myself and was happy that i didnt pon it:) it was as high as cmpfire and this time my clas did the mobile toot-toot train thing. we ran around like mad and had lots of fun! we were all paning hard by the time we stopped running. though i had sore throat, i still gave it my all and cheered madly since it would be the last few time or maybe last time we can all get so high. my classmates and i were all hopping and jumping like mad cows. it's like if we act like this on normal school days, people may think that we are crazy. and in the end, i almost lost all my voice. i have such a sexy voice now lah. haha!

the fac dances were all very amazing. though Athena didnt win but i'm sure everyone enjoyed themselves and had done their best. GOOD JOB, ATHENA! BOOM BOOM SHAKE SHAKE ATHENA! WOO AH AH AH WOO AH AH AH WOO AH AH AH ATHENA!

during POP, i saw the HCI NCC guys being so bonded and fun. that reminds me of my own platoon. heard them cheer ncc cheers. make me think back on the days we perspired and cheered during PTs. i had the urge to cheer along with them. i really miss DELTA '08. i miss CEDAR NCC. i would never ever find a cca as fun as it:( CEDAR NCC had really nurtured me into a different person. i would never forget the days all 22 of us shared together.

2009-02-23T22:57:00.002+08:00

Took height and weight in school last friday. i shrunk by 1cm and lost about 3 kg. i'm super happy that i lost weight. i think it's probably due to the 2 weeks of orientation and the lost of appetite during the first 2 weeks. hope i can maintain at my present weight and not go anymore fatter cause i'm worried for that as my appetite is coming back. but i'm sad that i shrunk 1cm. some people said i look taller now but sadly, i'm not. but most people said that the metre rule is inaccurate as many shrunk by 1cm too. but i thought i would be 166cm, like at least grow 1cm. i even stretched myself the night before, hoping that it would help. haiz...

I'm glad that i have lin ying, kai yun, vanessa and wan chu in my class:) they are really my type. going crazy suddenly and laughing like nobody's business. i'm glad i have such 'high' people in my class.

and i love ATHENA more and more. i even bought a pair of shoes with green shoelaces for school:) ATHENA ROCKS! ATHENA shall win fac dance! our dance is really super cool. our dance is the best. i love it. our dance ics can dance super well:) JIAYOU ATHENA, WE CAN DO IT!

2009-02-15T11:52:00.003+08:00

the campfire on friday night was really a grand sight and i really enjoyed myself that night. the atmosphere was high. i want another campfire!!!

yesterday was cedar fiesta. the school was filled with crowds. but that's a good sign. although my class booth didnt make as much money as some of the other booths, i think we did a great job:) good job, 4H '08! the fiesta yesterday had allowed the ex-cedarians to reunite together. i was really glad to see all my wonderful friends. i miss every single one of them. though we havent seen each other for quite some time, the feeling is still there. hope everyone will enjoy themselves in their new school. although it may be quite impossible for all of us to gather together again, what's most important is that the cedar spirit is still there. I LOVE CEDAR! IT WILL FOREVER BE MY HOME!

lectures and tutorials are starting. hope everything will go fine:)

2009-02-09T21:25:00.003+08:00

got into our cts today. and another week of orientation for hci students starts... my class was quite ok cause there is quite a number of non-ip students compared to some other classes. luckily i got into the same class as lin ying who is also a cedarian but i dont know her but is in the progress of knowing her:)

i suddenly miss my OG a lot today. i thought i would not miss them at all but i really miss as i realised my OG people are fun. my ct looks dead. hah. hope it will not be as bad as i think. there are like only 9 guys and 17 girls.

i envy cheryl chen's ct. cause there's ebony, charmaine, yu qi and cheryl chen. they so lucky. haiz... but what can i do?

OG 40 i miss u! we shall meet up someday:)

2009-02-07T16:16:00.002+08:00

my body is covered with bruises and it's aching everywhere. my muscleache is worse than the pain i get after parades. one week of orientation with OG 40 has passedand next week it will be with our classes. and everything will have to restart again.

this week has been a long long week for me as i first joined a new environment. i think i'm one who cant adapt quickly in a new environment. every day has been a long and painful one. i felt like crying every single day... i dont seem to be able to blend in. i hate myself this way as i seem to have become a bit anti-social. i feel so lonely and miserable with no cedarians in the same group as me. i really hope there will be someone i know being in the same class as me. i pray hard.

however the games played during orientation were fun. i thank the OGLs for all their hard work and planning to make everything a success.

i miss all my friends in cedar. i miss the sea of blue...

tmr i'll be meeting a few close friends at amk hub, finally. yay. no matter how tired i am, i will still drag my heavy body there. i really miss them. i've got so much to tell them. i hope i will feel better after meeting them as i've been feeling heavy for the past week.

2009-01-31T14:16:00.004+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to all! i went to my grandma's house in malaysia from sunday to wednesday for chinese new year. it was cerainly more fun there than in singapore. the atmosphere is more high there as children played with fire crackers and there were fireworks too. and we gambled too:) it was considered a children's gambling den at home. we got to try a new game which we had never tried before. we had only seen this on tv. but my cousin said this game is popular in sabah. thanks to him that we got to play this game:) it was fun but the chances of winning are low. i lost more than i win. but i still enjoyed the game. we gambled blackjack too.

this chinese new year, my cousin, his wife and 3 children from sabah went to my grandma's house. my grandma's house was crowded with children. but it's more fun like that. it had been a long time since they went back. my cousin's children are mixed blood cause my cousin's wife is a non-chinese, i think she speaks iban language or malay. their children speak that language at home all the time too but fortunately they still study chinese in school so they know how to speak mandarin so we are still able to communicate. but i cant communicate with their mum. haha. we only smile to each other at times, never talk. haha. hope they can go back soon:)

the posting results are out and i'm posted to hwa chong. i think this marks the start of hardship... i'm excited and scared for school. hope school will be fun:)

2009-01-17T12:27:00.003+08:00

the past few days had been a torture for me... fretting damn hard about the jc i really want to go. i'm quite satisfied for my results except for my english. my english is horrible! omg. i had been considering anderson before my results were out. but after results were out, i was so confused and lost. i really dunno what to choose. haiz... it's always difficult to make a decision. everything's settled now, just have to wait for the posting results to be out. and yay, chinese new year is coming! can eat eat eat and receive hong baos!:)

2009-01-01T18:13:00.003+08:00

Juz came back from malaysia yesterday. it's only one day and i miss the life at my grandma's house so much. this time there, i got to see my cousins from sarawak whom i have not seen for 4 years. they look different but the feeling's still there:) i really enjoyed their company but good times will still come to an end... i like the feeling of a big big family living together under one roof. our relationship becomes really close. and the house becomes more lively and all of us are like siblings. i hope my cousins from sarawak can visit my grandma's house during chinese new year or else it may be december before i see them again. i really really miss them...

and this time round, i cut my hair in malaysia. i cut it short. ah!!! i sort of regretted it. haiz... it took me 2 years for my hair to grow until such a long length and now, all my efforts are gone. i duntink i'm going to cut it short again. i want my long hair back!!!:'(

2008-12-12T20:35:00.014+08:00

Here are more photos on our HSK trip:)

2008-12-05T20:09:00.005+08:00

i just came back from shanghai, hsk trip. i spent almost 2 weeks there. the weather there is quite cold although the sun is still quite scorching. i like the weather there cause we seldom experience this type of weather in singapore.

Before i left for shanghai, i was nervous and scared as there were 40+ students and abt 10 adults going. i had to survive with this strangers for so many days... for the first few days, it's only the few cedarians hanging out together all the time. we felt bored so we decided to make some new friends. and at the end of this trip, i have made many many new friends who are funny and friendly. i feel really damn depressed now that we have separated afte this trip but i know our friendship will not break.

During this trip, all of us had built strong ties with one another. we bonded well together and i would not forget the great times we shared and worked well together. everyone is nice:)

oh and the class is split into 2 grps and we had a mini competition. huiyu, xiao jun, wing hay and i chose to sing as it's the easiest thing for us to do. i was really suay as i had a sore throat during the trip and i was losing my voice. luckily everything went well ytd during the performance. it's my first time standing in front of so many people to sing. the feeling is so shiok! and i like our group cheer. it's so powerful. 番茄炒蛋一极棒!!! and we won! i'm so proud of our grp:) but the other grp did well too:) i will remembe the bloody red and disgusting yellow nail polish on our nails. haha it's super funny as the guys had them on too:)

shanghai food is quite horrible cos some dishes are very very salty. i'm almost very hungry after every meal. and we had to walk a long distance from the hotel to the school. i hope i have lost some weight during thetrip:)

i've really enjoyed this trip and i really hope that i can stay there for another 2 weeks. it's super fun! i've never stayed and hung out with strangers for such a long time before, so you can imagine how close we are. i will not forget any of you guys! we shall meet out together when we are free.

here are some of the pics taken, i will post more when i have all of them:

2008-10-04T20:58:00.005+08:00

Teng Boon Hui was a student of Cedar Girls' Secondary School from January 2005 to December 2008.

Today marks the end of my school life in Cedar. i have officially completed my four-year course and will soon be writing a new chapter in my life story.

memories of the past had been flashing through my mind for the past few days. i was amazed at how much i have changed since sec 1. cedar has moulded me into a stronger and confidnt person throughtout my four years here. cedar has become a home to me, with so many good friends, always being there for me. all of us had gone through everything together, making us stronger each time. i feel really reluctant to leave this school. i would definitely miss all my teachers, friends and everyone i know after i leave this school.

i will miss my fellow plt mates. i would not forget the days we had walked through together. we had overcome our barriers along our journey and had gone through thick and thin together. i can still remember the camps we had in school and at HQ. all were tough ones but we chose to carry on instead of giving up. we had stink together, slept together, eat together, perspired together, had lots of fun together and shared sweet memories. i would not forget the times we had together as one.

as for 4H, i think we've really become a lot more bonded this year. i think the main reason is because of the events we had gone through together and mr sng's good plan of changing seating arrangements frequently. i didnt like his plan at the beginning of the year as i was afraid of changing partners because i may not be able to adapt i thought i would not like to sit wih someone whom i was not close with. however, i had finally realised his intention after some time. i had sat with wang rui, wang xin, lydia, kelly and rong qi. i would not forget the times i sat with wang rui, lydia and wang xin. that were the best moments i had. we laughed so much at stupid jokes during that time. i think we were the best partners. we became good friends since then. and kelly, the fatty bom bom, haha, i wont forget how much she loves to eat and talk. she is a fun person. and my last partner, rong qi. i was so scared of sitting with her initially as i thought she is a fierce, dao and unfriendly person, which was the opposite of me. however, i realised she is actually a funny person. and she cares a lot about her looks, haha, so unbelievable. she loves to go to the toilet to check on her hair and now, she has a ponytail, she would always asked me if her hair is drooping or messy. haha. i miss the times the class worked together as one. i wont forget the moments we had together for events like cross country, express yourself day (when it was so unbelievable that our whole class took part in it), racial harmony, buzz at canteen, class outings,etc. i have known the class a lot better this year. i dont really have much memories of last year, haha:)

and i would definitely miss sheng ling, i wen, lay eng and audrie. i have known sheng ling and i wen for 4 years and audrie and lay eng for 2 years. they were really a fun lot. they have added colours to my school life. we have gone through a lot together and through those times, we became closer. although we would be leaving cedar soon, i am certain that our friendship will not just end here. we will be friends forever. lay eng, sheng ling and i had already decided to come back on cedar's 100th aniversary. and at that time, we would be 65 years old. we were even saying that we would all grow shorter and maybe lay eng, who's the tallest now will turn out to be the shortest in 49 years' time and audrie who is the shortest may become the tallest. that will be funny. i hope we will really be good and best friends till then.

i will miss all the other people i know in cedar. i hope to see them again if i come back to cedar next year.

all the best to the sec 4s taking the o levels exam and jiayou! we shall all strive for the jc we wanna get in!

2008-08-26T21:52:00.002+08:00

the olympics was officially over last sunday. everything comes to an end so quickly. i was in the midst of enjoying all the sports matches like beach ball, TABLE TENNIS,basketball etc, and before i realised it, it ended. haiz... i feel so bored nowadays when i switch on the tv but with no nice dramas or sports matches for me to look forward to.

i felt really glad that Singapore won a silver medal in the olympics this time. it has been 48 years since we achieved a medal. congratulations to Singapore. i was super gan jiong when watching the matches played by the 3 table tennis heroine, be it the singles or team matches. they were all very exciting. i like FENG TIAN WEI the most. she's superb! woohoo! i shall look out for her in the next olympics:)

went out with sheng ling, i wen, layeng and lydia yesterday after our LAST paper, chemistry paper 1. we took quite a long time to decide where to go and in the end, decided to go to marina square.

we watched MEET DAVE. the cinema was super empty and dark when we went in. even before the movie started, we were laughing quite madly. haha. the movie was funny and crazy and weird. this is the first movie which i watched in a cinema which is so funny. i just cant stop laughing. haha. it's really funny.

and we were so dead by the time we left the shopping mall.

2008-07-13T17:49:00.002+08:00

yesterday after physics remedial, went potong pasir kfc with my ce group+lydia. my ce group had actually went there without discussing where we wanted to go beforehand cause as we were walking out of school, i saw 107 arriving very soon. i asked my groupmates if we had to take 107 then all of us were not very sure, then sheng ling just said chase after the bus then all 5 of us were running like crazy across the road and boarded the 107. it was super funny cause after we had boarded the bus, we were like questioning each other where we were going. then since we were on 107, we decided to go to pp kfc:) we met lydia on the bus too so we asked her to join us then.

during lunch, due to one accident, sheng ling's remaining cheese fries became pepsi cheese fries. haha. after lunch, we went out to the spiderweb to film our video. i wen stayed in the kfc to do the ce stuff with her laptop, she is so pro in doing these stuff:) thanks to her that our presentation looks so nice.

we climbed up onto the spiderweb. it's very scary. i only stayed at the base of the web. lay eng and lydia were so brave and skilful that they climbed all the way up to the peak. they seemed so small up there. so high. my right leg was like trembling so vigorously that i asked the rest to see it. i just cant control it. sheng ling was very scared too:) then during the videoing, sheng ling and audrie laughed and most of the time, they said it was because of me although i tried my best to not even smile. i didnt know audrie could laugh so much. she was the one who smiled to me then i tried to control my laughter then she laughed. haha. so funny.

i am looking forward to our presentation now as i, myself have not seen the final product yet as it's still not done. hope there would not be any technical problem on that day as we really put in a lot of effort doing the product. we enjoyed the process in doing it too :)

2008-07-07T18:03:00.006+08:00

friday was express yourself day. it was super fun. cedarians were super supportive of this event, even teachers too. the teachers looked comical and weird in their school uniform. everyone felt comfortable and at home no matter how weird they dressed up. assembly was super hilarious too.

i wore suspenders with black shirt and short jeans. i was supposed to wear black shirt and white shorts with rong qi as lay eng had told rong qi i was going to wear this but my white shorts was a bit too loose and it got pulled up by my suspenders, which made me felt very uncomfortable. if both of us wore that, we would be the most compatible seating partners. haha.

12 of us in our class wore suspenders. on thursday, lay eng, sheng ling, lydia, joanne, pei wen, shi xuan and i went to bugis to shop for things to wear on friday. we reached there at about 5p.m. and left bugis at 7+p.m. we were all so tired when we left. we didnt know what to buy, so we walked and walked and walked. in the end, sheng ling suggested suspenders and all of us agreed.
i think all of us looked like clowns when we wore that. we even tied 2 ponytails to make us look more like kids:p

i wen and i were supposed to take class photos with our class after assembly but we had to take pictures with BRAVO too. in the end, we took photos with our cadets. i wont regret my decision though i was a bit disappointed for not being able to take photos with my class.

it would be our full family photo if gin was here!

then on saturday, zhao ming, cheryl chen, marlia, elle, nadzirah, nabila, huiyu, hafiza, ira and i had to go to the first NE show as we had the tickets:) the rest met up earlier while nabila and i met up at city hall mrt station on our own as we had to do our ce project with our groups respectively.

by the time we met up, the rest were already seated inside. they were not supposed to reserve any seats for us, which means that we had to sit alone!:'( we were super sad. poor nabila and i...

when we reached there, we felt like crying when we saw our plt mates waving to us happily and we had to sit so far away from them. we felt very bored up there and were not able to get high as there were only the 2 of us up there. i almost slept during the performances. i was only engrossed during the marching contingents part as that was the only part i was looking forward too. but we were unable to catch any of our cadets' faces while the rest could. ah!!! the fireworks were nice too. they released the fireworks as if they cost 0 dollars.

huiyu told me that they played pool in the morning. ahh!!! i want to play!!!

2008-06-20T13:02:00.003+08:00

4H had a class bbq this wednesday at east coast. it was quite a success with 24 people attending it. i enjoyed myself there:)

it was drizzling quite heavily that day which dampened our moods. but never mind, we still managed to bbq in the end. but i stood in the rain for so many times that day cause it kept raining and stopped, raining and stopped that day. the rain caused the ground to be quite wet and muddy which made my feet wet. yucks! i hated it. i washed my feet with all the water in my bottle but in the end, they got dirty again. argh. shouldnt have wash them at all.

then we started bbqing. we spent quite some time starting the fire. then i received calls from wang rui who said that she didnt know how to come. first she was somewhere at victoria school, then after that vjc. haha. so funny. she spent lots of time trying to find us.

then i wen and i took quite many photos with our beloved classmates. kelly and i were jumping behind others who were taking pictures. haha. and i made lots of funny faces in the pictures. haha. and i realise my head or is it my face, which looks so big in every picture. then for many pictures, i tried to stand a bit at the back of others to make my face look smaller.

after that, we sang a birthday song for lydia and ate the birthday cake:) before that we were like trying to hide the cake from her but i think she knew about the cake long ago:) the cake was nice!

then as we were packing up, lydia put ice into the back of my shirt when i was talking over the phone. i screamed cause it's really cold! omg. then after that, i played this prank on others too and in the end, everyone was playing this. it's so fun with everyone screaming and running about. haha!

after the bbq, we had lots of charcoal and fire starters left and even chicken wings and the plastic untensils left. at first we wanted to sell them to others but practically, there was noone who wanted to buy the stuff. we walked along the pavement trying to give the stuff away, for FREE but noone wanted them too. haiz... we were so tired by then. in the end, we gave them to a group of people who didnt mind having the stuff. thanks a lot, man.

then after that we split up and took a bus home. this outing might most probably be our last one...

2008-06-15T11:36:00.008+08:00

unit camp's over... it was a success, i think. i feel really proud of the 10 of us: zhao ming, cheryl chen, marlia, huiyu, elle, ravinder, shuang yi, i wen, hafiza and i! and thanks to gin, nabila and fiona who had come down to help us during this camp. no matter how much our muscles ached, we continued to persevere on as this was our last unit camp and the only one we planned and we were representing our 12 other beloved platoon mates.
this was really the first time i had felt so tired in my entire life. my muscles are aching like mad and i cant even stand straight. the 10 of us had been running like mad cows all day long, especially on the first day. although we were drained of energy, we didnt really want to end the camp.
co night was fabulous. the specialists' entrance was so... "cool"! haha! the performances were touching, funny and scary. hai...ya! haha! and we got to see our specialists! we really miss them!

i've really enjoyed myself during this whole camp:) my face became so tanned. i didnt realise it until my platoon mates told me. and my voice sounds coarse now but i'm not having a sore throat.
and during this camp, i realise how childish and lame our encik zhaoming can be. she had been jumping across the twine in the canteen whenever she wanted to go in and out. haha. and her silly and lame hand game which she forced me to play with her for many times but in the end, i only played with her for 3 times:) and the both of us worked really well together at the candlelight dinner station. we made it so super duper fun starting from the 2nd group onwards. we laughed our hearts out at that station, seeing alll those funny faces. haha!
i really thank the 10 who had motivated me and survived through the hard times together with me. we've survived! hope all your muscles are recovering now. and now it's time to study really hard! jiayou! i love you guys! <333

2008-06-08T11:38:00.008+08:00

on friday, my primary 6 class, 6B was actually supposed to meet out to take photos to make a scrapbook for our teacher, miss lim who will be leaving our primary school for a course. in the end, only 6 people turned up, me, anthia, yu ning, man ting, verity and cindy. sad. we were pissed and disappointed as we expected to see many of our primary school friends. haiz...

then we went marina square. went burger king. sat down. ate a bit. talk. wrote our wishes on the scrapbook. time really flies. just like that, about 3 hours have gone. then we took some photos outside as that was our main aim of the day so no matter what we must take and it's like we hadnt seen one another for ages. i really miss all of them. i want to see the other classmates too. to see how much their faces have changed:) but i dont think i changed much, i asked anthia if as a person, i have change and she said no:) but i think i have grown a lot fatter though the others said i'm so slim, as if.

6B will be meeting out again to give miss lim a treat soon. i'm really glad that our class is still as bonded as before. we still have outings:) hope our bonds will never break.

anthia, man ting and i!

my face looks big!

oh my gosh, my legs make me look awkward.

it's damn tiring to stay in this pose:'( haha.

yu ning, cindy and verity!

funny yu ning:)

2008-05-28T22:23:00.005+08:00

we endured through all four years but now, this is what we get... i'm really super damn unhappy with it. everything goes wrong for our batch. we would never ever have a chance to work together again:'( i really feel like crying... they dont understand us, they dont know how much effort we had put in and how much we really want to work together and have fun...

2008-05-28T22:18:00.002+08:00

today, gin and i brought the cadets to seng kang community club for sana course. we were not productive today as we only did some homework at the beginning then after lunch we just kept on talking outside the room. we listen to jokes and gin told me jokes too. this is the benefit for going to a course with her. gin can make you laugh and not make you feel so bored. we were really tired and bored there. and we saw people making a fool of themselves there. haiz...

2008-05-27T22:11:00.002+08:00

i was looking at the photos taken during our last parade and i saw this super funny photo. i laughed to myself when i saw this photo. all the specialists have planned to do a pose together but before taking the photo, gin and i planned to change our pose at the last minute when the camera is going to take our picture. we did not tell the other specialists about the change in our pose. then the funniest part was, when the camera was going to take our picture, i think gin and i changed our pose too early, the rest of the specialists saw us doing another pose, then they changed their pose also, then gin and i were like shocked and laughing lor. the other specs are so funny. haha. i wen was the slowest one as she still did the original pose we had decided on. haha. she's really slow, she didnt even realise it even though i was just beside her.

2008-05-24T23:11:00.003+08:00

yesterday was cross-country. i decided to run with my class since we decided to run together, that means i had to give up running with my fellow plt mates. no, not running with them, it should be walking. thay had decided to walk during cross-country. it might be our last opportunity 'walking' together as a platoon but it's also going to be my last chance to jog with my class, so i was in a dilemma. haiz... i was quite depressed to see my platoon walking together and i was guilty to not run with them. in the end i told them that, if i felt tired of jogging, i would join them.

at the start, when our class started jogging, we were already at different paces. then i saw some people starting to walk already at the start so i began to drag some of my classmates along. and i think i wasted too much of my energy and i dont feel like jogging as there was no motivation and encouragement, so i started to walk and jog sometimes. i could hear mr sng yelling and urging people to jog but i really had not much energy left to jog and it was not only one-third of the route so i decided to join my platoon mates. i looked back but they were really so at the back that i cant even see them. haha. then lydia, who was doing duty, said that she had to go all the way to the back so i wen and i decided to accompany her then we could meet our platoon. we jogged and walked backwards.

finally we met our platoon mates and i really felt so great upon seeing them. then all of us started walking and took pictures together. it was so fun:) i enjoyed being with all of them. however, i sort of felt guilty that i was walking because i was still dragging people to jog before and during the race and i was really determined to jog the whole route before the race but in the end i actually walked for most of the distance. haha. but i didnt regret making this decision because my platoon mates made the route easy for all of us. i felt motivated when jogging and walking with them. they are my motivation:) they allowed me to finish the route without me feeling extremely tired although the distance was 3.5km. wow.

at the last part of our journey, we ran, really ran. zakiyyah and i held hands together and we encouraged each other to chiong to the finishing line. i heard mr tay saying, "wah hold hands and run together ah. so romantic." haha. but we finished the race in the end! thanks to the people who cheered for us when we were reaching, you really gave us lots of encouragement:)woohoo! i was so happy.

then when cross-country ended, 4H took a picture with mr sng and then i ran to take pictures with my platoon mates and cadets. we took the pictures on the field. although it was hot, we enjoyed our time together:) the pictures turned out to be nice with miss poon's guidance. haha. she c0ntributed lots of ideas to us.

after that, part b specs went to tampines mall. we bought and did stuff. and it was super warm as were at the open space at tampines mall. i was in the sun all the time. so i perspired while doing my stuff. in the end, i got tanner, i even have a tanline now. but i like my skin colour to be dark as i think it looks nicer. haha.

then gin, i wen, xiao jun and i met out again. xiao jun and i waited for gin for a very long time at the bus stop near my house for a very long time before she reached, we were like quite angry with her but i was partially the reason why she reached there later. when we reached arab street there, i wen was already at the bus stop. then we went to buy cloth, then went bugis junction, ate then shop. there were so many nice stuff, we felt so tempted to buy but we were broke:'( then went city hall. during the ride on the mrt from city hall to bishan, we played hand games. gin, i wen and i were beatting one another due to the game. my hand was red after the game:( so pain.

we went bishan park to recce today. then our dearest tour guide, encik zhao ming came down from her house to help us:) she cycled which was quite unexpected as i was still telling the others that she doesnt look like one whose house will have a bicycle. then we rented bikes too to accomodate her to make transport easier. but in the end the rental shop only had one double bike left and both gin and i dont know how to cycle. but i can cycle a bit better than her, at least i knows how to cycle straight, i only dont know how to turn but gin doesnt even know anyting. so i took a single bike myself. i felt so nervous and panicked throughout the whole ride.

then there was a part when gin kept on irritating me on the double bike as she and xiao jun wanted to overtake me and in the end really overtook. then i wanted to brake but i was at the edge of the pavement. my feet was only half-touching the ground and so i couldnt stop the bike fully and the bicycle kept n moving to its right and so i fell down in a slow motion onto the grass. luckily it was not painful and i was not injured since it's a slow motion one. my white shorts became a brown one then, on one side. haiz...

my thighs were really tired after cycling and it was really scary to cycle a bike alone. i always thought i would fall. and that thng gin, she kept on smiling to me when i was cycling behind her. i was quite irritated at first but after that i thought i should smile back at her since she smiled to me purposely to distract me. so i smiled back at her. haha.

after that, we went on seperate ways. gin and i went kovan. we needed to buy lots of cotton wool. really a lot. but we just could not find any shop selling lots and cheap cotton wool. i called zhao ming and asked her where we could get it from then she said buy stuffing from ikea. but we thought it was expensice when zhao ming told us the prices. then gin had a marvellous idea. we could buy pillows and take the stuffing out. we went to search for pillows then. we were so tired out by all the walking but we persevered on. and finally, we found it! we bought pillows then. we didnt really know if it was cheaper than that of ikea's but due to the time constraint and nobody was going ikea tomorrow, we had to buy pillows. i thought it was really a waste and funny of us to use pillows but it was really a great idea. haha(:

part b specs meeting out again on mon, and maybe for the whole day. we are really getting sick of seeing one another as we really had been seeing one another for almost the whole day everyday. and this will be going to last for the next two weeks. this holidays will be really busy for all of us. it's not even holidays, it's worse than normal weekdays. haiz...

2008-05-20T17:29:00.004+08:00

i'm feeling super depressed and pissed this few days. i discovered something which i think should be 99.9999 % true. i'm sure.

They thought we would never know but we have our own ways to find it. i was shocked, really shocked. they lied to us. we felt so stupid. like what gin had said, we sounded like idiots. i feel so hurt. why must they lie to us? Arent they scared that their lies will be exposed? See, even without them telling us, we know the truth. the lie is exposed! i dont know why they lied. i cant see the reason why they lied. i really feel so hurt and stupid. we trusted them... now i dont know if i should continue trusting them the way i trusted them. if they really want to lie, then why let me discover it?

2008-05-11T17:55:00.003+08:00

yesterday, lay eng, yet hong, lydia, i wen and i went Escape to help celebrate i wen's birthday. we met up at pasir ris mrt station first except for lydia, who joined us after her physics remedial. at the mrt statio, i was shocked to see 2 familiar faces.

we didnt have to pay as much for the entrance fee at Escape as my handphone line was under Singtel so we only had to pay $12.40 compared to the original $17.70. i thought that amount was juz nice as there were actuclly not much to play there as 2 of the most fun facilities were under renovation. but we still quite enjoyed our time there as we made ourselves feel happy:) we enjoyed the Pirate's Ship most as we were quite crazy on the ride.

yet hong and i were the most timid people among us. the both of us yelled the most i think. that lay eng and lydia ah, they were so calm for almost every ride. i tried to make them yell or else it wont be fun. i think i haven't played these for such a long time that my heart has become weak. i remembered the last time i went there, i was not as scared from all the rides. but this time, i was yelling like mad as i thought that the rides were really scary. i didnt know i was so timid until yesterday. but maybe yesterday's activities help to strengthen my heart:)

when i was playing Pirate's Ship, my legs and hands were trembling vigorously, shaking tremendously. it's a normal body reaction but it's because of all these actions which made me feel more scared when i was on the ride. even lay eng can see my legs trembling. although we found the ride scary, we played for quite a number of times. it's really fun.

haunted house was not as scary as i thought. i thought there will be real people inside scarying people but it was just filled with fake stuff. i didnt even dare to look up when i was inside as i thought there will be scary things slurting at me. the teenage guys in front tried to scare us by making eerie voices and they really sort of scared us a bit. then at the entrance, they scared us one more time and i thought there was a ghost appearing at the door. it's stupid la. there was once when i walked past the haunted house, the people inside suddenly make loud noises to scare us and in the end i was shocked and yelled a bit.

we also got ourselves really wet from the water activity there. we vigourously sprayed water mercilessly at one another. but luckily, we brought dry clothes to change:) we took lots of photos at Escape too. Lydia, yet hong and i even took tried to take photos in the squeezy ferris wheel cabin. the cabin is really to small for 3 people. haha. lydia's photography skills were good and we managed to take a nice picture of the 3 of us inside the cabin. lydia was amazed at her good skills. haha.

after that, we left. on the bus, lydia realised her wallet is gone, LOST! we went back to Escape to find her wallet. we went to the guest relations room and found her wallet lying on the table there. it must have dropped out from her bag when she took out her phone. we were relieved when we saw her wallet as there were some important stuff inside it.

then we went white sands to look for our mother's mother's day present. some of us bought the presents. then not long after, we went in separate ways.

2008-05-10T00:04:00.002+08:00

The mid-years are over finally and i've been slacking for the past few days... haiz... i've been sleeping a lot to compensate for the loss during the exam period. Other than sleeping, there is nothing much for me to do. I want to get my papers back faster so i wont keep thinking about my results all day long.

CCA's going to stop soon. Really very soon, very very soon. It's really damn saddening. 4 years in NCC and now everything's ending so early. i really can't bear to let it go, it's rly just too soon...

2008-02-14T22:34:00.003+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!! <3

today was really a very memorable valentine's day for me :)

2008-02-03T16:38:00.000+08:00

the judging of the class notice boards are finally over. dont have to fret so much now. it was quite a success and our class looks so bright and nice now. and the happiest thing is that this product is the resultant of the class effort. everyone really put in their 100% effort to help out.

on friday, after assembly, when we returned to class from the mph, we realise that the alphabet "e" which was pasted outside the class was gone! we panicked as we do not have any materials left to paste that "e" back. layeng and i then ran down to check if it had flew down but we didnt manage to find anything. we decided not to waste time and not to let all our efforts go to waste so we ran out of school and decided to run to the stationery shop to buy the material to cut out the "e". not long after we ran out of school, we were damn unlucky as the sky started to rain. we ran really fast while the rain poured down really hard. we tried to find ways to run to the shop without getting ourselves really wet. and finally, we reached the shop and bought the materials. we ran back to school again but the rain was really heavy and we got ourselves half-drenched. we didnt dare to run too fast too cos we were afraid that we would fall down.

luckily the "e" was not found or else we would have wasted our trip. the final "e" was not as nice now but no choice. layeng and i were scared that we would get scolded by mr yau as we were drenched so we tried to quickly get our clothes dry. fortunately, when it's the time for physics remedial, both of us were not so wet.

the judging of the notice boards went very smoothly and quite a lot of people stayed back for a while. our boards are really very nice and i like my class so much!!!

2008-01-31T21:39:00.000+08:00

today was quite a great, fun and meaningful day!quite a number of people stayed back to do the board, so i felt really contented seeing our class being so enthu about something. although it's not the whole class, it's still a great step forward:)

not that i'm ego but i tink that our class board is really nice, cos we put in a lot of effort to do it. i tink we are the first class to start doing the board. i love the boards so much cos it's the final product of the effort our class has put in. even if we dun get first, it's still worth it as we got to get together and talked and laughed.

before we left the class today, we took some photos and they look really nice due to the pretty people and the nice-looking boards. haha.

2008-01-22T21:31:00.000+08:00

STRESS, STRESS,STRESS!!! i see stress everywhere, i feel it and i can sense it. it's all inside me. whenever i think too much, i feel stressed. stressed about maths --- trigo, stressed about schoolwork--- scared that i'm lagging behind, stressed about the class and stressed about cca!

trigo is really making me mad, i'm going for a short A maths remedial early in the morning tomorrow. haiz... really have to strive hard. i'm really lagging a lot for trigo. mrs chia is going superfast. it's lyk for the ques i dunno how to do, mrs chia didnt go through cos everyone else knows how to do and the ques she went through, some of them are those which i knew how to do. haiz... i cant catch up. everybody had passed up their corrections but i would be the last. when people are doing other things, i will still be struggling with what the others had completed. i'm really slow but it's because i want to understand everything before i can copy the corrections down. i really cant help it.

and i woke up today, really woke up. i reflected on a lot of things. life is not all about STUDY. we need to have a PASSION and strive towards it. we really need to have a goal in life. we have to find a goal.

2007-11-22T15:09:00.000+08:00

i went to the 6B chalet yesterday. it was quite fun lah but quite boring too cos there were not much things to do. we went to cycle and cos i dunno how to cycle, i shared a double-bike with kai wen again.
halfway through when we were returning back to the bicycle rental shop, fiona was cycling behind me and kai wen and she suddenly fell cos the ground was very slippery. i turned back and looked and kai wen also turned back. and omg, me and kai wen fell too. i knew we were falling so i only fell with my butt on the ground but kai wen fell with half the top part of her body on the ground so half her shirt turned black. it was damn funny. it's the first time i experienced a double-bike falling over. luckily my leg didnt bleed:) but fiona's one bleed. we were damn dirty but had no water anywhere to wash, very pathetic.
after we returned the bike, we returned to the chalet. after that we carried on with barbecue. the food was quite nice. after eating, some of us went out to walk. then when i was halfway talking through my hp, i turned back and realised that the few of them were gone and i really got a shock, i thought i would be lost! but haha, i saw them hiding behind a bench. so funny. they got irritated by me cos i talked for a long long time. then i kept looking at them after that cos i was scared that they would escape again.
the girls didnt sleep throughout the night, except for anthia. we went to mac donalds and talked a lot of stuff. it was fun. i was still quite energetic in the morning though i didnt sleep. then after breakfast, we booked out.

2007-11-09T10:40:00.000+08:00

on mon, huiyu and i went to i wen's hse to help her shift all her things to the hostel. she's going to live in a hostel juz opposite macpherson pri sch next year. tt's cool. her boxes were all quite heavy and there's quite a lot of them. we took a taxi and we left the boxes on the ground floor of the hostel as i wen still dunno which room she's living in. then we wanted to play basketball but due to some problems, we decided not to play. then we had nth to do cos at first we wanted to go to the basketball court near huiyu's hse, then we decided not to play. then it's lyk i wen stays in marine parade and she went all the way to hougang for nth and go home again, so we muz do something. we dunno wad to do then cheryl koh suggested that we play mahjong. haha it's a bit weird but nv mind since huiyu's hse has a set of mahjong, we went to play in her hse. we asked cheryl koh to come down. i was the only person who dunno how to play mahjong and they taught me how to play. but in the end, i didnt win a single round, so sad.
then on wed, after lessons, jasmine, huiyu, i wen and i went to the k box at hougang plaza. it's so ex. we spent $19.40 juz to sing. haha but we really enjoyed the session. we realised that jasmine's voice was so nice. she could sing high-pitched songs very well. and she dun sound lyk her. we were so amazed by her.
it's holidays now and it's quite boring. i miss all my frens. i feel lyk going to sch but not to study. haha.

2007-10-08T21:32:00.000+08:00

EYE is finally over, i feel so relaxed now cos i've been studying non-stop during that period. although i noe i didnt rly do well but at least i put in effort and tried my very best.

last friday, i played basketball wif gin, cheryl koh, i wen, huiyu and jasmine at ppcc.it was damn hot that day and all of us got sunburnt but i tink i was the worst. my skin was very pain and my face look lyk a tomato. gin, huiyu and i won the match but gin was the best, she scored almost all the goals but me, none. nv mind, at least i enjoyed the game. all the red face was worth it:)

then on sat and sun, i distributed flyers at suntec city and paragon for unifem for cip. it was quite fun giving out the flyers but it was also very tiring and i dunno y i was quite slow but my plt mates were so nice, they helped me distribute some. thx to them that i could end my cip on time:) my legs ached after the 2 days.

and today, i've been slacking at home all day long. sleeping is such a nice thing to do... a few more days and the results will be out but i'm not really nervous or excited la. haha.

2007-09-16T11:03:00.000+08:00

long time nv post any posts already. hav been quite busy nowadays and i dunno y. eye exams coming, i'm damn tensed up la. a lot of subjects not prepared yet. see so many ppl in my class so hardworking and preparing lyk mad make me more scared and nervous for the exams. i'm rly so not prepared and i dun seem to hav much time to prepare:'(

on thurs, after mt lesson and as i wen and i were waiting to enter the class as there's ppl in my classroom still attending mt lesson, aonan came. then she opened my pencil case on the railing there and then leaving my pencil case unzipped. i knew smth bad was going to happen then next, my correction tape 'flew' down then lie on the ground with a thud. 2 sec 1 girls were downstairs and they were lyk laughing quietly. aonan went down to take my correction tape up and it's broken into 3 pieces. but fortunately, my correction tape can still be used. it's lyk quite funny cos i didnt expect my correction tape cover to be lyk sort of smashed up.

and i'm damn nervous, excited and scared now for nxt wed. i've been memorising everything. i'm scared something will screw up tt day but hopes not.

i dun wan eye. it makes my stomach ache everytime i tink abt it:(